Oct 27, 2004 19:57
You give me that look that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying to fight gravity
on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this
Feels like reckless driving when we're talking
It's fun while it lasts, and it's faster than walking
But no one's going to sympathize when we crash
They'll say "you hit what you head for, you get what you ask"
and we'll say we didn't know, we didn't even try
one minute there was road beneath us, the next just sky
I'm sorry I can't help you, I cannot keep you safe
I'm sorry I can't help myself, so don't look at me that way
we can't fight gravity on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this
... i miss that (remembers the last time i loved someone)... that happy im in love feeling that i dont have anymore i don't even have that happy im ok feeling anymore ... i feel as tho i have nothing
today really was like the best day ever... untill i had to do my Pres. GSA BULLSHIT it was soo stupid, no one would listen to me or eachother AT ALL and the only time they did listen to eachother was when i was a wreck and crying my eyes out b/c they are seriously the rudest people ever i mean yeah my friends are in it which omg made me wanna die even more cuz i know they respect me and if they dont they should and they still were being completes ass-munkeys and ERRR i dont even wanna do it anymore i dont wanna set up the party so that these KIDS can parade that they care when they *shown by their actions today* DO NOT AT ALL. err fu,king i am soo pissed i dont think i can do shit like that every week ... i'll go nuts V_V and then i was hanging out with george and it was all crappy cuz i dunno i just felt like such shit and then i had to go home and thats never good i dunno i feel like doing something stupid ... but i wont i cant ... if my rents found out again i would be in so much troble ... i dunno everything is bullshit