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i want to chase that rabbit right off the rails and rip this metal keeping my mouth in check
but i need that muzzle like a razor and a stubble ripping all this history from my neck
contentment. why is it so difficult to achieve that? why is it so so hard to just fxckxng.. relax?
feeling guilty right now because I should be doing some reading for the uni unit that i don't even *really* have to do. except that i tell myself i enjoy it, i do it for pleasure. the working class kid in me is reviled by the idea of academia for fun though.
it's my dad's birthday. i'm going to give him a call.
but i need that muzzle like a razor and a stubble ripping all this history from my neck
contentment. why is it so difficult to achieve that? why is it so so hard to just fxckxng.. relax?
feeling guilty right now because I should be doing some reading for the uni unit that i don't even *really* have to do. except that i tell myself i enjoy it, i do it for pleasure. the working class kid in me is reviled by the idea of academia for fun though.
it's my dad's birthday. i'm going to give him a call.