I think listening to Ayaka's Blue Days on a stormy (yes there's a storm in the country not the one I'm hoping for though *shifty eyes*) Saturday night is perfect. Damn her voice is amazing. A-and this song still breaks my heart.
I want to say thank you for the encouraging words of my lovely ladies here. YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING. I love you guys sooooo much! *chuuus and huggggsss* Yes in what
angelamori said as a strangely disconnected and extremely random sort of love. ^___^ Skinship? LOL Ah it's just the fandom love. <3 I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
And you can probably tell that I feel better about it and the confusion and frustration in me died down. I was in panic these past two weeks and I just needed to pacify the panic-y feeling quickly because it wasn't getting me anywhere. I'm still feeling nervous about a whole bunch of stuff but I was able to suppress those feelings today and I was able to get down to work on a few things. I'm taking baby steps and edging farther away from the negative feelings... ^____________^
I've been wanting to do this meme for quite some time and finally got around to doing it today so yeah after this it's back to work for me. ^^
Take a photo (or photos) of your workstation (edit: or just desk at home) and post it up. Tell us a little bit about the things we can see on them, or ask us to find something that's there (but couldn't be seen with the naked eye because of the clutter). Feel free to tag anyone you would want to stalk.
This is my very messy table. I work better around "organized chaos" as you can tell. XD And yes that's Nino on my monitor. ^___^ Sorry for the crappy quality of the pictures I just used my brother's mp4 player. Hehe
What you find on it right now include:
1. Ippei, my beloved cell phone (you know the one I dropped off a defective chair XD)
2. Pencil case I lug around at school
3. Literary criticism notes on Literary Theory, Literature, Literary Criticism and Plato's Republic notes is the one underneath that.
4. My I-don't-know-how-many-since-the-start-of-the-year-I've-broken earphones
5. Underneath it you can see William Strunk Jr and E.B. White's The Elements of Style, my journalism bible & snarky little grammar policeman wrapped up in a book.
An example is the one I was just reading awhile ago in the misused words and expressions chapter:
Nauseous. Nauseated.
The first means "sickening to contemplate;" the second means "sick at the stomach."
Do not, therefore, say, "I feel nauseous," unless you are sure you have that effect on others. WIN. ROFL
6. Memo pad container thing that houses my hair ties as well.
7. Trusty sunglasses. I leave them behind when they're not within plain sight so I just keep them there.
A closer look you'd find:
1. My wall of inspiration which has various Arashi lyrics and a few of my favorite songs on it plus two pictures of Arashi one with just Nino and the other with Nino, Jun and Aiba (refer to picture below) LOL
2. Memo pad I got from my friend Ana
3. The accessories I wear for the week.
4. The Maybelline foundation samples I use to cover up eye baggage. HAHA