This may sound cheesy, but I guess silences are what make us friends. IDK, I kind of envy those people who can confide almost everything to their peers, but in retrospect, I think people do actually envy us because we can feel what the others are feeling even without some verbal communication. Some sort of intuition that only friends do have.
Born alone and bound to die alone is something I don't quite believe in. I don't think that if you were born alone, it doesn't necessarily follow that you'll die alone. What I do believe in is that we make it so--we reject any offers of company, any attachments for fear of pain and betrayals in the end. While it may be so, I can proudly and safely say that at least we weren't alone.
WHYYYYY are we talking about philosophy anyway? Hahahahaha.
No matter how reserved and pull back you get you know I can read you like an open book. :) THIS. I'm glad all my text messages weren't for nothing and I'm sorry if I couldn't do as much for you as you do to me, but I hope in time I'll be able to do things for you too. And YOU, seriously. Ahhh, you are my Ninomiya to my Ohno; the Goo Yong Ha to my Moon Jaeshin.
I lost my really long reply to a power outage. *____*
Okay where was I again?
I kind of envy those people who can confide almost everything to their peers
I envy them too tbh but that's starting to change. We really never were the type who told everyone, everything. That might be a bad or good thing. I'm not quite sure. But I want to rely on this intuition of just knowing when one of us is in trouble just by a few words/hints. I guess our friendship is built on that. :)
The general idea is actually that no one can "get inside your head" in that you experience everything alone. I've been guilty of pushing people away (even you my friends unwittingly) as a kind of defense mechanism and you can say I brought the loneliness onto myself.
While it may be so, I can proudly and safely say that at least we weren't alone.
But now yes I do know I'll never ever be lonely. :)
WHYYYYY are we talking about philosophy anyway? Hahahahaha.
Because of a certain demi-god we know and love. haha
I'm sorry if I couldn't do as much for you as you do to me...
I never got to thank you properly but when my parents went through that really rough patch you were really a big help to me because I really didn't know who to turn to at that time. As for this one, well I think I just brought this onto myself really. I'm fine.
And YOU, seriously. Ahhh, you are my Ninomiya to my Ohno; the Goo Yong Ha to my Moon Jaeshin.
So basically I'm the snarky, ostentatious friend of yours. haha Love you!
But I want to rely on this intuition of just knowing when one of us is in trouble just by a few words/hints. I guess our friendship is built on that. :) Something like a friendship built on silences and confidence, and not just pure vanity and the need for company. Makes me proud, really.
Because of a certain demi-god we know and love. haha Hafta say goodbye to Jaeshin nao. *weeps* But I'm praying he'd keep his stache!
Born alone and bound to die alone is something I don't quite believe in. I don't think that if you were born alone, it doesn't necessarily follow that you'll die alone. What I do believe in is that we make it so--we reject any offers of company, any attachments for fear of pain and betrayals in the end. While it may be so, I can proudly and safely say that at least we weren't alone.
WHYYYYY are we talking about philosophy anyway? Hahahahaha.
No matter how reserved and pull back you get you know I can read you like an open book. :)
THIS. I'm glad all my text messages weren't for nothing and I'm sorry if I couldn't do as much for you as you do to me, but I hope in time I'll be able to do things for you too. And YOU, seriously. Ahhh, you are my Ninomiya to my Ohno; the Goo Yong Ha to my Moon Jaeshin.
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Okay where was I again?
I kind of envy those people who can confide almost everything to their peers
I envy them too tbh but that's starting to change. We really never were the type who told everyone, everything. That might be a bad or good thing. I'm not quite sure. But I want to rely on this intuition of just knowing when one of us is in trouble just by a few words/hints. I guess our friendship is built on that. :)
The general idea is actually that no one can "get inside your head" in that you experience everything alone. I've been guilty of pushing people away (even you my friends unwittingly) as a kind of defense mechanism and you can say I brought the loneliness onto myself.
While it may be so, I can proudly and safely say that at least we weren't alone.
But now yes I do know I'll never ever be lonely. :)
WHYYYYY are we talking about philosophy anyway? Hahahahaha.
Because of a certain demi-god we know and love. haha
I'm sorry if I couldn't do as much for you as you do to me...
I never got to thank you properly but when my parents went through that really rough patch you were really a big help to me because I really didn't know who to turn to at that time. As for this one, well I think I just brought this onto myself really. I'm fine.
And YOU, seriously. Ahhh, you are my Ninomiya to my Ohno; the Goo Yong Ha to my Moon Jaeshin.
So basically I'm the snarky, ostentatious friend of yours. haha Love you!
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Something like a friendship built on silences and confidence, and not just pure vanity and the need for company. Makes me proud, really.
Because of a certain demi-god we know and love. haha
Hafta say goodbye to Jaeshin nao. *weeps* But I'm praying he'd keep his stache!
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