Not Exactly How I Envisioned My Day Of Hearts
My family experienced the tail-end of a mini break down I had this morning. It was not pretty and I feel horrible about it. I just snapped over my own personal dramas. I just felt like my day didn't start right and it all just went spiraling from there. Not exactly how I wanted to celebrate Valetine's.
Okay, it's not like I ever did celebrate this day. I just wanted a nice pleasant calm Day of Hearts with my family. I brought the wrath on to myself I guess. Safe to say that I managed to crawl out of it (but not without lingering feelings of uneasiness and insecurity I'm afraid).
Regret, fear, lack of faith... I don't want these anymore.
I want fulfillment, confidence, trust, happiness, love. I wish that as this day closes your hearts will feel the same thing. I've always called Valentine's day as Hearts' day because I want this day to be a reminder of the human heart and its fragility, strength, and its purpose of being a continuous source of life and love.
So today I leave you with the most lovey-dovey thing I've seen recently. Thanks to angelamori for sending this to me.
And quite possibly one of the most beautiful quotes on the effects of true love from Milan Kundera's The Unbearable Lightness of Being.
The brain appears to possess a special area which we might call POETIC MEMORY and which records everything that charms or touches us, that makes our lives beautiful. From the time he met Tereza, no woman had the right to leave the slightest impression on that part of his brain.
And I just found out that おと・な・り is out and subbed already. Oh my heart.
*As you can see, I have a new layout in commemoration of one of my favorite Kdrama pairs (okay I ship her with Shin Woo and Jeremy too but that's a different thing). Oh and one more thing, I closed up my flutteringhearts account on Tumblr and just decided to stick with siennarossi.
Okay, it's not like I ever did celebrate this day. I just wanted a nice pleasant calm Day of Hearts with my family. I brought the wrath on to myself I guess. Safe to say that I managed to crawl out of it (but not without lingering feelings of uneasiness and insecurity I'm afraid).
Regret, fear, lack of faith... I don't want these anymore.
I want fulfillment, confidence, trust, happiness, love. I wish that as this day closes your hearts will feel the same thing. I've always called Valentine's day as Hearts' day because I want this day to be a reminder of the human heart and its fragility, strength, and its purpose of being a continuous source of life and love.
So today I leave you with the most lovey-dovey thing I've seen recently. Thanks to angelamori for sending this to me.
And quite possibly one of the most beautiful quotes on the effects of true love from Milan Kundera's The Unbearable Lightness of Being.
The brain appears to possess a special area which we might call POETIC MEMORY and which records everything that charms or touches us, that makes our lives beautiful. From the time he met Tereza, no woman had the right to leave the slightest impression on that part of his brain.
And I just found out that おと・な・り is out and subbed already. Oh my heart.
*As you can see, I have a new layout in commemoration of one of my favorite Kdrama pairs (okay I ship her with Shin Woo and Jeremy too but that's a different thing). Oh and one more thing, I closed up my flutteringhearts account on Tumblr and just decided to stick with siennarossi.