Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice.
I realize that I don't post half as often as I should on here. Forgive me, one and all...I swear I'm not dead! Just very, very busy :)
Let's see....life stuff first. I'm finally on Christmas break! I can't wait for the actual Holiday; my brother's girlfriend's family is coming to scoop her up for Christmas on Monday and I'll get to see her sisters, who I love and haven't seen since the summer. I've very, very excited. I'm also excited about my education, for once, because instead of taking Spanish, I'm taking Latin, and it's finally starting to make sense!
About a week ago I guess I slept on my arm funny, or something, but I haven't been able to fully extend it nine out of ten times since then because it feels like I've got a knife stuck in my arm. My mom wants me to go to the Doctor. I'm debating it. I'm one of those wackos who's scared of the doctor because she doesn't want to get bad news. *shrugs*
Speaking of doctors and such, the oral surgery I've been dreading since I actually got my braces on has finally happened! I'm getting my tooth brought down and I love that. It was the last hump in my orthodontia microcrisis and hopefully it will all be smooth sailing from here.
Oh, yeah. And this guy that I've liked--possibly loved, at times--for nine years just got a girlfriend. I'm totally okay with it as well. Only problem is, I think I might like someone else and I'm scared to admit it even though my brother says it's obvious. I think I'm afraid of getting caught in that whole idiotic, " Does he likes me? 'Cause I like him. Oh, what to do?" sort of thing again. I went through that with one guy, like I said, for nine years. I'm so burned out on it, and I just don't know what to do.
On a plus side, taking the advice of two very good friends here on LJ, I finished my book series called Sons of a Soldier! I actually like this ending because, although it's not entirely conclusive, it's more realistic than the "Good guys win, bad guys all die, yay!" ending I had in mind. And now I can start on my next series, which will (hopefully!) be "The One" which gets published. Wish me luck!
So I can't think of much else to say, exceptt hat I love all of you guys for not kicking me out of your Flists for inactivity, and I hope you all have a good Christmas or whatever you're celebrating, and I read every one of your posts and hope you all are having a fantastic holiday! Love, love, love!
Let's see....life stuff first. I'm finally on Christmas break! I can't wait for the actual Holiday; my brother's girlfriend's family is coming to scoop her up for Christmas on Monday and I'll get to see her sisters, who I love and haven't seen since the summer. I've very, very excited. I'm also excited about my education, for once, because instead of taking Spanish, I'm taking Latin, and it's finally starting to make sense!
About a week ago I guess I slept on my arm funny, or something, but I haven't been able to fully extend it nine out of ten times since then because it feels like I've got a knife stuck in my arm. My mom wants me to go to the Doctor. I'm debating it. I'm one of those wackos who's scared of the doctor because she doesn't want to get bad news. *shrugs*
Speaking of doctors and such, the oral surgery I've been dreading since I actually got my braces on has finally happened! I'm getting my tooth brought down and I love that. It was the last hump in my orthodontia microcrisis and hopefully it will all be smooth sailing from here.
Oh, yeah. And this guy that I've liked--possibly loved, at times--for nine years just got a girlfriend. I'm totally okay with it as well. Only problem is, I think I might like someone else and I'm scared to admit it even though my brother says it's obvious. I think I'm afraid of getting caught in that whole idiotic, " Does he likes me? 'Cause I like him. Oh, what to do?" sort of thing again. I went through that with one guy, like I said, for nine years. I'm so burned out on it, and I just don't know what to do.
On a plus side, taking the advice of two very good friends here on LJ, I finished my book series called Sons of a Soldier! I actually like this ending because, although it's not entirely conclusive, it's more realistic than the "Good guys win, bad guys all die, yay!" ending I had in mind. And now I can start on my next series, which will (hopefully!) be "The One" which gets published. Wish me luck!
So I can't think of much else to say, exceptt hat I love all of you guys for not kicking me out of your Flists for inactivity, and I hope you all have a good Christmas or whatever you're celebrating, and I read every one of your posts and hope you all are having a fantastic holiday! Love, love, love!