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Myohmy what a wonderful day; deep-a-dee-doo-dah deep-a-dee-yay!
I passed my BTT thank god.
Dear sister would've killed me if i didnt cos she's the sole sponsor; and thats only because if i can drive, i can be her chauffeur. Thanks alot :) The girl sitting beside me decided to be smart and copy my answers just because we were doing the test on touch screen lcd(s) which meant she had a whole free viewing gallery of an opportunity to take long glances at my screen. Thing was though, the questions were all at random order. And this smart confident girl, breezed through her 50 questions and pressed the end test button 20 mins into the 50 mins long test thinking that she was done. She got a big fat FAILED blinking on her screen for a whole 20seconds, which ofcourse she tried to hide with her stick thin body. Pfft. She still had enough skin to give me a bitchface while storming off!
And since today was a partially alone day, i had time to remember the songs that we were crazy about in secondary school. Bus rides were the primary perfect time to go emo with the songs that couldnt ever get out of our heads! Hahahaha. Here's a list, complete with lyrics under the cuts starting with the favouritest of the moment! The lyrics for some are just, love. Especially the first one! And no zx, nothing much here to read into. hahaha. righht.
"A Year From Now - Across Five Aprils"
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
&
"Seven Years - Saosin"
Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
(only push the way off to fight you)
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Don't treat me, I'm to blame (sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
[x5]
&
"History - Funeral for a Friend"
Dear friends of this academy
Oh, Romeo is bleeding to death..
To see a friend bleed to death
What for, some kind of metaphor
That I can't see..
So I'll drink until I see it.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on you,
I'll give up on this.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on this,
I'll give up on you.
[Chorus]
Archers in your arches,
Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.
So you want to hold me up and bring me down?
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
[Chorus x2]
It's all mine.. it's all mine.. it's all mine...
[Chorus x2]
&
"Giving Up - Silverstein"
I used to make the light shine for you,
The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows,
I've sacrificed my pride.
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.
I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind.
And now you throw it all away,
A shattered memory that you would stay.
Through thick and thin with me,
You're giving up on...
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.
I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind, your mind
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
And when you feel the pain,
I'm wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
You've laid yourself to sleep!
I never said this wouldn't hurt.
You gave up everything!
I never said I'd give it back.
I know! (I know!)
You'll never change!
I won't be good enough for you.
I know! (I know!)
You'll make it through,
I'll never be around to see.
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
You're giving up on me [x4]
Oh, we also had a whole happyfuntime with the school's secret mini cars just now. Driving around with hoon and auggy; it was damn fucking fun and one of the most syiokest thing i've ever done in school. Wind in the face, Uturns at the edge of the fountain place and all. And the miserable accident. Totally worth the stay in school i say!
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I passed my BTT thank god.
Dear sister would've killed me if i didnt cos she's the sole sponsor; and thats only because if i can drive, i can be her chauffeur. Thanks alot :) The girl sitting beside me decided to be smart and copy my answers just because we were doing the test on touch screen lcd(s) which meant she had a whole free viewing gallery of an opportunity to take long glances at my screen. Thing was though, the questions were all at random order. And this smart confident girl, breezed through her 50 questions and pressed the end test button 20 mins into the 50 mins long test thinking that she was done. She got a big fat FAILED blinking on her screen for a whole 20seconds, which ofcourse she tried to hide with her stick thin body. Pfft. She still had enough skin to give me a bitchface while storming off!
And since today was a partially alone day, i had time to remember the songs that we were crazy about in secondary school. Bus rides were the primary perfect time to go emo with the songs that couldnt ever get out of our heads! Hahahaha. Here's a list, complete with lyrics under the cuts starting with the favouritest of the moment! The lyrics for some are just, love. Especially the first one! And no zx, nothing much here to read into. hahaha. righht.
"A Year From Now - Across Five Aprils"
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
&
"Seven Years - Saosin"
Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
(only push the way off to fight you)
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Don't treat me, I'm to blame (sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
[x5]
&
"History - Funeral for a Friend"
Dear friends of this academy
Oh, Romeo is bleeding to death..
To see a friend bleed to death
What for, some kind of metaphor
That I can't see..
So I'll drink until I see it.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on you,
I'll give up on this.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on this,
I'll give up on you.
[Chorus]
Archers in your arches,
Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.
So you want to hold me up and bring me down?
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
[Chorus x2]
It's all mine.. it's all mine.. it's all mine...
[Chorus x2]
&
"Giving Up - Silverstein"
I used to make the light shine for you,
The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows,
I've sacrificed my pride.
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.
I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind.
And now you throw it all away,
A shattered memory that you would stay.
Through thick and thin with me,
You're giving up on...
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.
I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind, your mind
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
And when you feel the pain,
I'm wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
You've laid yourself to sleep!
I never said this wouldn't hurt.
You gave up everything!
I never said I'd give it back.
I know! (I know!)
You'll never change!
I won't be good enough for you.
I know! (I know!)
You'll make it through,
I'll never be around to see.
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
You're giving up on me [x4]
Oh, we also had a whole happyfuntime with the school's secret mini cars just now. Driving around with hoon and auggy; it was damn fucking fun and one of the most syiokest thing i've ever done in school. Wind in the face, Uturns at the edge of the fountain place and all. And the miserable accident. Totally worth the stay in school i say!
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:/