toasters and wash cloths
christmas was awesome. got the best pink flamingo wreath ever!!! moms BrillanT i say!
spent a lot of the day with poops family. that was fun. they kinda remind me of mine...
mines better of course, but strangely similar none-the-less.
so reality set in. i was given items for when i move out. crazy stuff i asked for, but never actually thought id get for christmas. broom, wish, plates, bowls. WOODEN SPOONS! mom was gonna get me a microwave, but decided against it, then id live off of microwaveables and never cook, even though thats what EVERYONE does.
had a rough night on thursday, night before christmas eve. didnt exactly think things through before i spoke. dumb ol me. saw him on christmas eve and thought id lost him. soooooooo effing scary. spent christmas with him and fell in love all over again. strange how that works.
i get kinda silly sometimes, and i kinda start to feel tied down. then i want my freedom back. and so i say something. then i think about it after he and i talk, and i dont want my freedom, i wanna be tied down to him. so i tell him that, but i never shoulda said anything to begin with, i shoulda kept my big mouth shut. i feel like i started living the new chapter in my life, the "rest of my life" when i met him. he was seriously my angel in disguise. my prince charming. who would even think about letting something as wonderful as that go??? only clairrissa. but from here on out...thats all gonna change.
Resolutions!!!! i have like 50. but imma make a list and actually follow them this year. first year ever.
i move out in six months!!! time to get my shit together for real deal schmeal
dishes, re-organizing my room, and out with the old in with the new for the new year...and the new me! outro
spent a lot of the day with poops family. that was fun. they kinda remind me of mine...
mines better of course, but strangely similar none-the-less.
so reality set in. i was given items for when i move out. crazy stuff i asked for, but never actually thought id get for christmas. broom, wish, plates, bowls. WOODEN SPOONS! mom was gonna get me a microwave, but decided against it, then id live off of microwaveables and never cook, even though thats what EVERYONE does.
had a rough night on thursday, night before christmas eve. didnt exactly think things through before i spoke. dumb ol me. saw him on christmas eve and thought id lost him. soooooooo effing scary. spent christmas with him and fell in love all over again. strange how that works.
i get kinda silly sometimes, and i kinda start to feel tied down. then i want my freedom back. and so i say something. then i think about it after he and i talk, and i dont want my freedom, i wanna be tied down to him. so i tell him that, but i never shoulda said anything to begin with, i shoulda kept my big mouth shut. i feel like i started living the new chapter in my life, the "rest of my life" when i met him. he was seriously my angel in disguise. my prince charming. who would even think about letting something as wonderful as that go??? only clairrissa. but from here on out...thats all gonna change.
Resolutions!!!! i have like 50. but imma make a list and actually follow them this year. first year ever.
i move out in six months!!! time to get my shit together for real deal schmeal
dishes, re-organizing my room, and out with the old in with the new for the new year...and the new me! outro