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i'll tell ya all something cooky.
i'm not religious in the slightest (except for believing in something greater, but having no real idea as to what it is)
but
i still pray at least once a week for oom. i pray for her to have the strength to take this all on; for her to regain that will to live and maybe even respect herself again; and for her to have the willpower to focus on not just school but her future.
it creeps me out because if i dont believe in some sort of 'god'... then who the fuck am i talking to?
that's what it comes down to. i guess it just gives me some form of peace.
god damn i have to make entries about more amusing things than this oom thing. shut up. it's on my mind all hardcore... normal tim will return when i start coping with it all a bit better: i'm in emotional lockdown mode; it's great.
and i miss my family, lots. :(
have a drink for me. NOW.
i'm not religious in the slightest (except for believing in something greater, but having no real idea as to what it is)
but
i still pray at least once a week for oom. i pray for her to have the strength to take this all on; for her to regain that will to live and maybe even respect herself again; and for her to have the willpower to focus on not just school but her future.
it creeps me out because if i dont believe in some sort of 'god'... then who the fuck am i talking to?
that's what it comes down to. i guess it just gives me some form of peace.
god damn i have to make entries about more amusing things than this oom thing. shut up. it's on my mind all hardcore... normal tim will return when i start coping with it all a bit better: i'm in emotional lockdown mode; it's great.
and i miss my family, lots. :(
have a drink for me. NOW.