Aug 28, 2005 18:47
i think i'm coming to realise what it is oom and i had.
it was definitely all me; i thought we had this total thing, this absolute sort of understanding but i have come to think that perhaps it was only me that felt this way and that she's just never wanted to say anything because it'd hurt me. perhaps i just feel a little lied to. perhaps i'm wrong. i dunno. these are just a few thoughts that passed by at one point, perhaps never to be thought about again. somehow i dont think they will but you never know.