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Feb 21, 2005 20:05

soo apparently myself and another person are the hott topic at work. and i have two words- bite me. anyways, moving on...

i just found out that my exboyfriend(Scotty)'s dad has resigned from being the worship pastor of our church. This was shocking in itself, but even more so when i found out the reason- Mrs Karen, his wife, is getting even more sick, and he wants to stay home to take care of her. When i met the Selby's 2 1/2 years ago, Mrs Karen was in remission, but then the cancer came back, and it wasn't good, and then she went into remission again, and now its back, and this is the worst it has ever been. At a point in time i was extremely close to this family. Pastor Scott was pretty much the closest thing i've ever had to a father, and the fact that they're going through this leaves me speechless. Scotty and i don't even talk anymore, but his parents have always been so good to me. They're amazing people. . . i feel like i should do something, but i just don't know what... What can you say to someone who is dying, or someone who's best friend is dying. I used to go to Pastor Scott's office and just talk to him, and i remember him telling me stories about him and Karen. They've been together since highschool. He told me that if it weren't for her, he'd be a recluse. They were meant to be together. I'd die for a relationship like theirs, and now... they might be taken apart. It's so... depressing. I really want to go see them, because i hardly ever get to go to church anymore, but i'm scared to. I'm definitely going next sunday tho, because its Pastor Scott's last sunday... wow... weird.

Please pray for Mrs. Karen, and her family. And me, that i'd know the right thing to do....

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