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So i realize that by reading my live journal, you would probably assume that my life is soo terrible. Well, its really not. Yeah, bad stuff happens to me, but bad stuff happens to everyone. I just happen to be super sensitive, and things really effect me. So, i'm sorry about that. Also, lj tends to be my outlet for upsetness, and xanga is more just whatever, goofy stuff. If you'd like to check that out, my xanga name thing is beautyfultragety .
Anyways. Ryan was supposed to have his HUGE surgery today. Guess what! it got postponed. again. to next tuesday, the 16th. Bah. I have mixed feelings about this happening. I'm kinda glad cos i'm scared of what could happen, but on the other hand i just wanna get it over with so everyone can stop being stressed about it, and Ry can get better. Last nite, i started crying watching one tree hill. How sad is that?? And then i started thinking about other things, specifically Ryan, and i couldn't stop crying. I needed to cry tho. It let out some contained stress.
So this weekend is gonna be fun. i'm going to a party [with lots of all-boys school guys ;)] and then i work, as usual, then i think i'm going out w/ Rebecca and Luke and Will, but if NOT i'm going to Mike O'neill's house cos people are hanging out there. And then Sunday i work again and sleep and whatnot. But it makes me happy to have something to anticipate.
What is your favorite..
gum: Orbit
restaurant: hmm ... Cheesecake Factory
drink: iced tea
season: Summer
type of weather: warm, but not too warm
emotion: content. is that an emotion?
thing to do on a half day: go to eat. sleep. watch movies
sport: soccer
city: new york
store: aE
When was the last time you..
cried: last nite
played a sport: officially? 10th grade
laughed: Today
hugged someone: today
kissed someone: october 2nd
felt depressed: this afternoon
felt elated: Halloween weekend
felt overworked: every day
faked sick: hmmm not for a while
lied: i dont know
What was the last..
word you said: oooh
thing you ate: frosted flakes
song you listened to: i like the way you move
thing you drank: iced tea
place you went to: school
movie you saw: the grudge
movie you rented: saved
concert you attended: by the tree
Who was the last person you..
hugged: amber?
cried over: shaheen
kissed: shaheen
danced with: haha dececco
shared a secret with: liz
had a sleepover with: aubrey?
called: rebecca
went to a movie with: liz and dececco
saw: my mom
were angry with: patrick
couldn't take your eyes off of: eric ;)
obsessed over: *we wont go there
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: uh huh
done drugs: nope
drank alcohol: yea
slept around: oh yah. thats me
had a movie marathon: yeah
gone too far on a dare: nah
taken a survey quite like this before: yesss
--> Another quiz
A - Age: 17
B - Best Quality: my outgoingness?
C - Choice of Meat: steak
D - Dream Date: involving dinner and cuddling
E - Excersize: dance?
F - Favorite Food: noodles. haha
G - Greatest Accomplishment: working
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: it hasnt happened yet ;)
I - Internal Conflicts: too many to type
J - Jail Time: yeah- 8 years of it
K - Kool-Aid: fruit punch, like at camp
L - Love: i want it
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: pictures
N - Name: Christyna Marie
O - Outfit You Love: jeans and a cute shirt. or my dickies pants
P - Pizza Toppings: mushroom + pepperoni
Q - Question You Want To Ask: why?
R - Recent Dream: i try not to remember my dreams
S - Sport To Watch: football is fun
T - Television Show: one tree hill
U - Unique Habit: twirling my hair? or biting my lip..
V - Voice: there are people whose voices make me melt
W - Winter: its effing cold >:\
X - x's and o's: hugs n kisses
Y - Your Name If You'd Been Born The Opposite Sex: joshua
Z - Zodiac Sign: taurus
Anyways. Ryan was supposed to have his HUGE surgery today. Guess what! it got postponed. again. to next tuesday, the 16th. Bah. I have mixed feelings about this happening. I'm kinda glad cos i'm scared of what could happen, but on the other hand i just wanna get it over with so everyone can stop being stressed about it, and Ry can get better. Last nite, i started crying watching one tree hill. How sad is that?? And then i started thinking about other things, specifically Ryan, and i couldn't stop crying. I needed to cry tho. It let out some contained stress.
So this weekend is gonna be fun. i'm going to a party [with lots of all-boys school guys ;)] and then i work, as usual, then i think i'm going out w/ Rebecca and Luke and Will, but if NOT i'm going to Mike O'neill's house cos people are hanging out there. And then Sunday i work again and sleep and whatnot. But it makes me happy to have something to anticipate.
What is your favorite..
gum: Orbit
restaurant: hmm ... Cheesecake Factory
drink: iced tea
season: Summer
type of weather: warm, but not too warm
emotion: content. is that an emotion?
thing to do on a half day: go to eat. sleep. watch movies
sport: soccer
city: new york
store: aE
When was the last time you..
cried: last nite
played a sport: officially? 10th grade
laughed: Today
hugged someone: today
kissed someone: october 2nd
felt depressed: this afternoon
felt elated: Halloween weekend
felt overworked: every day
faked sick: hmmm not for a while
lied: i dont know
What was the last..
word you said: oooh
thing you ate: frosted flakes
song you listened to: i like the way you move
thing you drank: iced tea
place you went to: school
movie you saw: the grudge
movie you rented: saved
concert you attended: by the tree
Who was the last person you..
hugged: amber?
cried over: shaheen
kissed: shaheen
danced with: haha dececco
shared a secret with: liz
had a sleepover with: aubrey?
called: rebecca
went to a movie with: liz and dececco
saw: my mom
were angry with: patrick
couldn't take your eyes off of: eric ;)
obsessed over: *we wont go there
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: uh huh
done drugs: nope
drank alcohol: yea
slept around: oh yah. thats me
had a movie marathon: yeah
gone too far on a dare: nah
taken a survey quite like this before: yesss
--> Another quiz
A - Age: 17
B - Best Quality: my outgoingness?
C - Choice of Meat: steak
D - Dream Date: involving dinner and cuddling
E - Excersize: dance?
F - Favorite Food: noodles. haha
G - Greatest Accomplishment: working
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: it hasnt happened yet ;)
I - Internal Conflicts: too many to type
J - Jail Time: yeah- 8 years of it
K - Kool-Aid: fruit punch, like at camp
L - Love: i want it
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: pictures
N - Name: Christyna Marie
O - Outfit You Love: jeans and a cute shirt. or my dickies pants
P - Pizza Toppings: mushroom + pepperoni
Q - Question You Want To Ask: why?
R - Recent Dream: i try not to remember my dreams
S - Sport To Watch: football is fun
T - Television Show: one tree hill
U - Unique Habit: twirling my hair? or biting my lip..
V - Voice: there are people whose voices make me melt
W - Winter: its effing cold >:\
X - x's and o's: hugs n kisses
Y - Your Name If You'd Been Born The Opposite Sex: joshua
Z - Zodiac Sign: taurus