Life In General
Things are still crazy here, my Grandma is still having to do treatments for her cancer, which depending on the day can wipe her out. I finally got to see my Mom for a few hours today (after a week with just phone calls.) Before she headed back over to look after Grandma, she was hoping to get to come home this weekend but now isn't. Honestly, until you go through something like this I don't think you have any idea of the stress involved. And my friggin' brain just isn't wanting to deal with it all right now. One day I'm pretty ok and the next I feel like crying my eyes out. Though part of the reason for that is because I just ball everything up and don't show what I'm feeling till it all gets really bad and then I just bust like a dam and everything comes pouring out (a bad habit I know.)
On the positive side, my cousin is in from Cali for the weekend and we might get to go to a movie sometime before she leaves again -more than likely Sex in the City. I didn't watch it when it was on HBO but she wanted to see it so *shrugs.* Also on the positive I counted up my graduation money and deposited it this week. ($1,230.)
*Also anyone besides me listen to country music? I was thinking of buying Jewel's new CD Perfectly Clear though all I've heard is the first single Stronger Woman and was wondering if anyone has bought it and what the rest is like?
All for now,
On the positive side, my cousin is in from Cali for the weekend and we might get to go to a movie sometime before she leaves again -more than likely Sex in the City. I didn't watch it when it was on HBO but she wanted to see it so *shrugs.* Also on the positive I counted up my graduation money and deposited it this week. ($1,230.)
*Also anyone besides me listen to country music? I was thinking of buying Jewel's new CD Perfectly Clear though all I've heard is the first single Stronger Woman and was wondering if anyone has bought it and what the rest is like?
All for now,