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yesterday could of been the saddest thing ive ever had to experience in my life. school was so like morbid. no one was talking in the halls. there would be groups of people crying there eyes out. people were sitting under the senior wall balling. i didnt really know him. the only time we ever really talked was in the lunch line when he tried to cut everyone ha. i dunoo. i didnt cry at all in school. then at 7 there was that candle thing on the football field. that was insane. everyone was balling. and when im around people that are crying i start to cry and just like standing there listening to all the sad songs playing over the announcer thingy and looking at his picture with candles around it realy got to me and everyone else around. his sister was there uncontrollably crying. the whole experience was just so sad. its just so stupid how they are trying to keep the cause of his death a secret. they should make it out in the open so stupid people will finally realize what they are doing is stupid and this is what happens. no one ever deserves to die, especially this young.. but on the bright side this is a huge eye opener.