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i tell myself everyday that things are going to be okay. Im trying to move on and i am but no matter hoe hard i try not to think of you, i always do. i keep smiling and laughing like nothings wrong, but i cant deny it anymore. i miss you. Hes wonderful, hes golden but the sick part is that i would give it all up to have you again. I want to be your baby. I want you. no one can compare to you, what we had was something ill never have with anyone else. I dont know why it had to end, it wasnt over for me yet. I love you and will forever. Your having fun and so am i, but please dont go., when i look at you i get happy. And i smile and laugh at our memories, i know that i can go to you and everything will be okay. Im here, in the same place ive always been. Ill he bere.. waiting. i love you.