dont tell me lies about some idealistic future
hello everyone..
havent been writing in here much. Everyone sold out for myspace.. but, there are the very few who still come back here to write about the somethings and the nothings. Anyways, I guess you can say im doing fine. Im at a content state of mind... even tho my moms aunt died. That was really sad. Theres nothing to do anymore tho, It only makes you stronger right? My situation with everything is good, I have alot of friends, decent grades, Pauls good and also the nicest kid ever... But sometimes something just really longs for the past but at the same time its the last thing i want. Theres so many things that make me think of bobby, just things everywhere, certain restaurants, songs, cd's, shows, books, sports, tv channels, movies, sayings, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! i swear, no matter how hard i try to escape them, i never will. It sucks, but then everythings okay again when i stop thinking about it and when im with paul and my friends. BUT... honestly, i like bobby as a friend.. when hes a friend, i like it... And another thing is that we were so in the habbit of things.. like a daily routine, or almost like a schedule.. the perfect example is how we used to kiss before every class and now its just small talk and a see ya to end it.. Sometimes i just feel like being like "alright, lets cut the bullshit, we both know were scrambling for conversation, lets just act like we never went out and get to class" But, i will promise myself that everything will fall back into place and everyone is ganna be moving on, and left with distant memories that will never fade.. and thats what everyones doing.
* i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing*
christina anita
havent been writing in here much. Everyone sold out for myspace.. but, there are the very few who still come back here to write about the somethings and the nothings. Anyways, I guess you can say im doing fine. Im at a content state of mind... even tho my moms aunt died. That was really sad. Theres nothing to do anymore tho, It only makes you stronger right? My situation with everything is good, I have alot of friends, decent grades, Pauls good and also the nicest kid ever... But sometimes something just really longs for the past but at the same time its the last thing i want. Theres so many things that make me think of bobby, just things everywhere, certain restaurants, songs, cd's, shows, books, sports, tv channels, movies, sayings, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! i swear, no matter how hard i try to escape them, i never will. It sucks, but then everythings okay again when i stop thinking about it and when im with paul and my friends. BUT... honestly, i like bobby as a friend.. when hes a friend, i like it... And another thing is that we were so in the habbit of things.. like a daily routine, or almost like a schedule.. the perfect example is how we used to kiss before every class and now its just small talk and a see ya to end it.. Sometimes i just feel like being like "alright, lets cut the bullshit, we both know were scrambling for conversation, lets just act like we never went out and get to class" But, i will promise myself that everything will fall back into place and everyone is ganna be moving on, and left with distant memories that will never fade.. and thats what everyones doing.
* i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing*
christina anita