May 07, 2005 20:21
At first I was going to get the frozen food job at work. Then it turns out that I'm going to work at that department for three days this coming week. One day I'll be bagging, and for one night I'll be working in the deli. I just want to stay in one fucking department. That's all I've wanted for the past seven years. This is the story of retail hell.
I started working in grocery stores right before I graduated. Hey, I was stupid and I didn't know what I was getting into. I started out as a bagger, and I worked my way up. So far in my "career" I've worked in the dairy department, frozen food department, deli department, grocery department, produce department, and the front end department as a front end clerk (bagger). I worship 'Clerks', because that job reminds me of that movie so fucking much.
Jesus Christ, how many times are they going to show the Bravery on Mtv 2?
Anyway, after this week I'm once again getting moved back to the produce department. I'm not sure if I want it, and am upset about the fact that I was going to get frozen food. Here's the catch, the produce manager's brother is getting hired to work frozen food. Why in the fuck is Lou's brother getting hired for frozen food after the fact that I told Lou (the produce manager) that I didn't want the job? That is what's really fucked up about it.
Mark was supposed to meet me at my house at 7:30, and he still hasn't showed up. I busted my ass to get home. Joe, the man that works in the meat department, could've got a ride off of me instead of hitch hiking the rest of the way home if I knew that Mark wasn't going to show up. I definately need new friends, and a new job. I've been friends with Mark for three years, and why he has to constantly ruin my plans is beyond me. I don't get mad at anything anymore. I don't let things get to me that kind of way anymore. What I can't control are the things that make me upset. At times I can be vulnerable to alot of stress, but sometimes I don't let that get to me, either. Life is too short to let things get to me. That's all it is to it. If I have a problem with something, I think it over, and find ways to solve it instead of letting it nail me down.
I've seen alot of hot girls lately, but I'm not really looking for a girlfriend. I just don't know what to do with all of my horniness. If horniness isn't a word, then I just made a new one. Fuck off William Shakespeare.
Just heard and saw the video for Nine Inch Nails. The music sounds like the music from his 'Broken' days, and his vocals sound commercial and very radio friendly. It's a perfect first single. The Killers 'Mr. Brightside' video is playing now. I'm in love with the lyrics. They have a really good play with words, and they mention about smoking which would make the song awesome to hear while having a cigarette.
Uh. Fuck. I'm calling Mark, and then I'm feeding the dog.