He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
I'm finally realizing a few things about my life. Like who really means the most to me. Its odd because you never really think about these types of things too often just because it can be painful sometimes. And I finally realize who has always treated me right and lovingly. He knows who he is because I've told him so. I mean yeah there will always be other guys that I like, but no one I could spend my life with.
Its nice to know things like that. I mean I don't know a lot of things about myself. Some things I just ignore and pretend that I don't have to worry about any of it. Like I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do with my life. Like what I'm going to do for a career. Or where I'm going to college.
Oh well. I'm sure I'll figure a lot of this stuff out. But its good to have someone who can stand beside you no matter what. To me, thats the best thing someone could ever do for me. Unconditional love. That just makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. I can't think of a better feeling then to know you're loved no matter what. I guess you could call it true love. I mean what is true love anyway? I'm guessing its a love that you know deep down that its 100% honest. Most guys aren't honest. Just because they just want to get in your pants. Thats not cool at all. But my love isn't like that because I know him. I mean I really really know him. And I like that a lot. It makes me feel important. I don't know why. I guess just being loved period makes me feel important.
I like that...It puts me in a really good mood. ^^
~Twisted
Its nice to know things like that. I mean I don't know a lot of things about myself. Some things I just ignore and pretend that I don't have to worry about any of it. Like I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do with my life. Like what I'm going to do for a career. Or where I'm going to college.
Oh well. I'm sure I'll figure a lot of this stuff out. But its good to have someone who can stand beside you no matter what. To me, thats the best thing someone could ever do for me. Unconditional love. That just makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. I can't think of a better feeling then to know you're loved no matter what. I guess you could call it true love. I mean what is true love anyway? I'm guessing its a love that you know deep down that its 100% honest. Most guys aren't honest. Just because they just want to get in your pants. Thats not cool at all. But my love isn't like that because I know him. I mean I really really know him. And I like that a lot. It makes me feel important. I don't know why. I guess just being loved period makes me feel important.
I like that...It puts me in a really good mood. ^^
~Twisted