So I'm Nothing?

Mar 28, 2005 10:42

Things have been going okay I suppose. No real complaints. Just the usual bitching. Of course I could always find something to be pissed about, but what fun would that be? Not much at all really, to tell the absolute truth. This music could make you angry though. I love angry music. Which reminds me... need some Slipknot CDs....

Anyway. I'm very excited about my poser skate shoes coming. Woohoo I'm a poser. Jokingly of course. I know I can't skateboard for shit, but I like the shoes. And to be exact, they're post-skate shoes. Oh yeah. Booya bitchs. And my really cool messenger bag from Hot Topic is coming in the next week or so. Woohoo! Yes I am a HT shopper. I don't own any clothes from there though.... yet! More money is needed. Wow I feel like a giddy school girl because I love to shop. Ah well. Shopping kicks ass.

Anyway. School will be over soon. Joyful... Summer will be here though. Swimming sounds fun. Hopefully Connor can come down this summer to see me. That would be very fun I think.

Wow running out of things to talk about.

Whats the point of casual sex? I mean, basically you just get laid once or twice. Why not get a steady lover and get laid all the time? Besides, you won't have as many hard feelings as you do when you aren't in a relationship. Relationships are fun only because you have someone to confide in. Yeah the break ups aren't the best part, but its the experience that counts. I never was a fan of casual sex. I can't really handle it. I suppose I'm just one of those people who actually needs some sort of commitment. Something about a loose friends with benefits relationship and unstablity just bothers me. Theres always the chance the other person is sleeping around and I'm not up for that. Maybe I'm a loser for wanting someone to be true to me, but is that really too much to ask? Casual sex is just a way of saying "Yeah you're good enough to fuck, but not good enough to have a relationship with." Its quite degrading. I suppose some people prefer it though. I don't see why. Oh man... I'm to sleepy to try to think of something slever to say. Ah well. Good night.

Dying an immortal's death,
Twisted
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