BLAH BLAH BLAH
I’m finding it harder and harder to control my feelings, temper and actions lately.,
At times I feel in total control of everything and then BAMMM! It hits me. All life’s problems ex’s, work, money, etc all hit me in waves and I want to just fucking explode. Now for most people this is normal but for me its not I’ve learned over the years to control everything and hold it deep inside. I guess everyone has their breaking point I think I have finally hit mine and god it fucking sucks. I see no way out of all this bullshit, hell even moments of happiness are starting to piss me off …… I just wish I could rewind life back to a few weeks ago….blah fuck it I’m out I need another drink
At times I feel in total control of everything and then BAMMM! It hits me. All life’s problems ex’s, work, money, etc all hit me in waves and I want to just fucking explode. Now for most people this is normal but for me its not I’ve learned over the years to control everything and hold it deep inside. I guess everyone has their breaking point I think I have finally hit mine and god it fucking sucks. I see no way out of all this bullshit, hell even moments of happiness are starting to piss me off …… I just wish I could rewind life back to a few weeks ago….blah fuck it I’m out I need another drink