Dec 30, 2005 21:48
so yea i went to village inn...this happens every mother fuckin time i go there...like when i go there some 25 year olds try to buy me a drink when im there i act like im 19 but im only 15 but who cares! or i get looked at from all these other guys like their going to rape me...im gonna start only looking good for blake for now on only when im like...not anywhere so guy wont try to grab my tits and ass!!!! so im thinking about starting to wear guys shit instead of SEXY shit but im not but only saying what blake says to me...so....eek! its just im sick n tired of getting looked at guys....i want GIRLS to look at me...fuck guys...except blake cuz i love him....when its lesbian night...ill go there for sure..cuz i know blake wouldnt care if i get my ass smacked from another girl or make out with another...hehe...i miss making out with girls...i could of today at V.I. with amber or jennie but for some odd reason i wasnt in the mood...cuz i dont want a guy hit on me while im walking up to go sing or put a slip up n shit....grr..im in a pissy mood at the momment...
so yea...i cant wait for new years.....
my new years resolutions:
I will quit smoking for sure
I will work out more than i used to do
I will not spend all my money on stupid shit like a pair of tripp pants or a pop.
I will only trust one person and thats blake!!!
I will only talk to one guy and its only blake. (cuz of that shit happend to us)
those are my resolutions.
so yea...im not going to write as much as i used to so...cuz im kinda busy with new video games i have now...hehe...and im going to spend every minute that i can with blake...alrighty then...thats all im going to write....
And the band Poison sux to butthole!
l8r!