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ugh... i'm like ugh. lol. i don't feel that great. i just don't get why every morning i just want to throw up my breakfast. i fought it today. i fought the feeling because i had to. i couldn't leave the baby alone. but i still feel like i have to. boo. i don't like it. not one bit. my mom made a wise crack that maybe it's from some of my past habits, she said it in a not so nice way, but i can't say it on here.
i'm real nervous about tomorrow. it's my first time, and i'm scared. i know i shouldn't be and that it's not a big deal. but still, i'm a lil stressed over it.
i have some major weight to lose, and i need to lose it like, yesterday lol. in the next six weeks i must lose like 30 pounds. because yea i just have to. even tho i'm pretty happy now, and i see the improvement, i need to lose 30 pounds more. yea. no one cares.
made myself an awesome cd today. or atleast I think it is. It's new songs, old songs, w/e just songs I like.
- "in my head" -- anna nalick
- "take it easy" -- bright eyes
- "ohio is for lovers" -- hawthorne heights
- "here is gone" -- goo goo dolls
- "all for you" -- sister hazel
- "scars" -- papa roach
- "sugar, we're goin down" -- fall out boy
- "if you could only see" -- tonic
- "what's your fantasy"
- "amazed" -- lonestar
- "helena" -- my chemical romance
- "my friends over you" -- new found glory
- "waterfalls" -- tlc
- "consider this" -- anna nalick
- "i'd do anything" -- simple plan
- "since you've been gone" -- kelly clarkson
- "head over feet" -- alanis morissette
- "running away" -- hoobastank