I didn't disappear. I've just been busy. Been thinking of you!!!
Ima jump right into it here. My bday was just a day. I worked and I didn't work the station I was supposed to because I hate that station and it's good I didn't since everyone and they're brother came in talking shit about they need whatever. They wanted to cut in over commercials and we can't do that so this guys who's too full of himself calls (or pretended to) the CEO to tattle that we were doing our job by telling him no. Later our boss's boss came in and politely said to do it and apologized for the way Egotistical asshole acted. The day got better though because my mom came by to see me and brought fresh out of the oven cookies!!! Oatmeal chocolate chip with a touch of pecan. I don't usually like pecan but they were chopped up. She also chopped up the oats in the food processor so they weren't so ... Not chewy but like chewing cud with oats that won't break down, you know. I was working with people I actually like that day so I shared the cookies and we were laughing and joking and talking shit about the jerk from before. General good times. Then one of the guys wouldn't stop complementing my mom's cooking and how nice she is. That made me feel really happy because people don't appreciate her enough at all. She's such a good person who did so much for us that I can never be as good as her or pay her back. Made me super happy that he saw something more in her in such a short time, 'cause she was gone by the time that he started saying these nice things.
Sorry, I'm at work and my thoughts are a bit jumbled. I know that I know what I'm talking about but that you might not so I'm sorry if I'm unclear. I shouldn't be typing at work anyway but too bad! Lol
So I don't think I got into the Math and Science Institute. I didn't understand what the test wanted so even though I did the make up test, I didn't know that I didn't get what he wanted so I did the same thing on the make up and failed it twice. I didn't do well on the final either. I'm waiting for my grade to be published but I'm pretty damn sure that I didn't make it. At this point I'm not sure I passed the class. I'm trying really hard to not be down on myself. I feel stupid, not good enough, like I should quit because I'll never make it, I'm going to be stuck living on minimum wage bullshit all my life.... And of course like it would be better if I just left. I'm doing my best to not think these things and tell myself to shut up and not quit and just try again... It's not working so well but enough, I suppose, because I'm telling y'all and as long as I tell someone then it's still going to be okay. It's when I don't say a word that it's bad. Someone who means it will start giving away their valuables and seem happy but that happiness comes from knowing that people are happy with their "gifts" and that it will all be over soon. They never tell you what they're going to do. And then some people don't but... It is what it is.
So fuck that sad shit! My boss showed me a funny picture, which I can't figure out how to post from my phone. It says "best conversation ever" with Hodor, Pikachu, Timmy (from South Park), Groot, and that muppet that only Meeped, Meep.
(If you don't know, they all only say their name. Way to ruin the joke people...)
Hey, on a completely different note: I need some domination in my life so if anyone wants to rec a fic to me or 5 with some deliciousness in it then please do. I prefer Hermione but I'll take pretty much anything at this point, HP or not.
If you could rec a Domm that would make me even happier but probably not my girlfriend! Lol!
I don't know who you guys read besides JK Rowling but I'm into this guy Peter V Brett. He does "The Warded Man" series that I Cannot put down and buy day one release! It's about the world that lost all technology because the demons appeared and tore apart mankind. They only appear at night so you're free during the day to regroup. Wards keep them away but only if the wards are done right. Enter the Warded Man...
Please google it, I'm not doing it justice. I have to watch the news now, unfortunately, because apparently they can't do their goddamn job so we have to jump in and fix their fuck ups or else We're the ones in trouble. Bullshit politics, News are the best and can't do wrong apparently....
It's been fun but I gotta run. Love and kisses and hugs to all. Especially you. ;) 💋
Sorry, I'm at work and my thoughts are a bit jumbled. I know that I know what I'm talking about but that you might not so I'm sorry if I'm unclear. I shouldn't be typing at work anyway but too bad! Lol
So I don't think I got into the Math and Science Institute. I didn't understand what the test wanted so even though I did the make up test, I didn't know that I didn't get what he wanted so I did the same thing on the make up and failed it twice. I didn't do well on the final either. I'm waiting for my grade to be published but I'm pretty damn sure that I didn't make it. At this point I'm not sure I passed the class. I'm trying really hard to not be down on myself. I feel stupid, not good enough, like I should quit because I'll never make it, I'm going to be stuck living on minimum wage bullshit all my life.... And of course like it would be better if I just left. I'm doing my best to not think these things and tell myself to shut up and not quit and just try again... It's not working so well but enough, I suppose, because I'm telling y'all and as long as I tell someone then it's still going to be okay. It's when I don't say a word that it's bad. Someone who means it will start giving away their valuables and seem happy but that happiness comes from knowing that people are happy with their "gifts" and that it will all be over soon. They never tell you what they're going to do. And then some people don't but... It is what it is.
So fuck that sad shit! My boss showed me a funny picture, which I can't figure out how to post from my phone. It says "best conversation ever" with Hodor, Pikachu, Timmy (from South Park), Groot, and that muppet that only Meeped, Meep.
(If you don't know, they all only say their name. Way to ruin the joke people...)
Hey, on a completely different note: I need some domination in my life so if anyone wants to rec a fic to me or 5 with some deliciousness in it then please do. I prefer Hermione but I'll take pretty much anything at this point, HP or not.
If you could rec a Domm that would make me even happier but probably not my girlfriend! Lol!
I don't know who you guys read besides JK Rowling but I'm into this guy Peter V Brett. He does "The Warded Man" series that I Cannot put down and buy day one release! It's about the world that lost all technology because the demons appeared and tore apart mankind. They only appear at night so you're free during the day to regroup. Wards keep them away but only if the wards are done right. Enter the Warded Man...
Please google it, I'm not doing it justice. I have to watch the news now, unfortunately, because apparently they can't do their goddamn job so we have to jump in and fix their fuck ups or else We're the ones in trouble. Bullshit politics, News are the best and can't do wrong apparently....
It's been fun but I gotta run. Love and kisses and hugs to all. Especially you. ;) 💋