a kiss goodnight
I have never posted a public entry for quite a while now for so many reasons. I bet, nobody would really care if I did. The few people that watch me have already moved on to other blog sites.
I do not write for myself alone tonight but to our dearest Drei. I feel like I have not said anything to you when you were still alive. And so, I'd like to get that chance right now. This is quite short but, wherever you are, I do hope you could hear me.
My dearest daughter,
Although we've only been together for such a short while, I am so thankful that you have come to accept me despite my many shortcomings. You've been quite a daughter to your mother and you never failed to be one to me. I thank you for sharing your life with us and also for being such a good example to your little sister, Risen. As much as I want to spend more time with you, I know that there's a reason why you are no longer here with us. You're in a better place now and we will forever miss you.
I love you so much, baby. I do hope you're aware of that. I cannot say any more for your death came unexpectedly and I am still in shock right now, I have great difficulty accepting it. I hope you're happy wherever you are. Whatever papa cannot say, I have faith that you already know. You've always read my mind in ways that I cannot understand.
Bless you, dearest. May you be the happiest angel in Heaven.
All my love,
Papa
That done, I shall end this entry here.
I do not write for myself alone tonight but to our dearest Drei. I feel like I have not said anything to you when you were still alive. And so, I'd like to get that chance right now. This is quite short but, wherever you are, I do hope you could hear me.
My dearest daughter,
Although we've only been together for such a short while, I am so thankful that you have come to accept me despite my many shortcomings. You've been quite a daughter to your mother and you never failed to be one to me. I thank you for sharing your life with us and also for being such a good example to your little sister, Risen. As much as I want to spend more time with you, I know that there's a reason why you are no longer here with us. You're in a better place now and we will forever miss you.
I love you so much, baby. I do hope you're aware of that. I cannot say any more for your death came unexpectedly and I am still in shock right now, I have great difficulty accepting it. I hope you're happy wherever you are. Whatever papa cannot say, I have faith that you already know. You've always read my mind in ways that I cannot understand.
Bless you, dearest. May you be the happiest angel in Heaven.
All my love,
Papa
That done, I shall end this entry here.