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back with previous layout...i have 3 comps at home, 2 pc and a laptop, and only laptop is working >//////<
i don't have photoshop, firewall is blocking most of my d/ls so i can't make any icons or a new lay let's forget the fact that i suck at making them xD....by the end of june i'll get to know the results from my matura exam and i'm scared like shit cause i know they'll be low...i feel like shit, i look like shit, i can't focus on one simple thing and i haven't been out ANYWHERE, not even to a pub or a restaurant, for the last 3 months.....all time i spent at home or at school.....MY life suxxxxxxx x_X
i got a lot of money for my birthday from my grandma but i can't spend them cause my mom uses them as the home budget, haaaksjjjjgkkkkk *#$^&%#!!!!!!!!! i'd thought that maybe i could go with andi and maya to japan because thanks to my grandma i could afford it...haha...but then,there's my family...and no f'kin way they'd let me go... >.<
i suck even at updating lj....look at what i have written in this entry - it reminds a blog of a-ever-down-and-despressed-being-hurt-by-others-teenager =o=.....i need some positivity in my life....and as far the only positivity i can get is The FLARE's new single >.>'
and i'm soooooooo booooooooooooooored that i started to romanize songs xD'as much as my laziness allows me.. so far, today at 2 a.m. i finished my first romanization ever *-* :
Rest in Peace & Fly Away
Cry soshite mezamete Fly Away
kimi o ushinatte toki wa kooritsuita mama de
kizu o motometemo doku ni mamiretemo
dakedo ima wa
(sukoshi dake) kimi ga michibiitekureta
(sukoshi dake) michi ga mieru
saa.....
douka koe o omoidashite
itsuka utakoe o kikasete ne
boku wa mou daijoubu dakara
nido to tojinaide zutto aruiteku kara
Cry soshite mezamete Fly Away
(sukoshi dake) kimi to hanarete ikiteku
(sukoshi dake) yuuki ga mieru
saa.....
douka tsumi o furihodoite
itsuka itami mo yurushiteagete ne
boku wa mou daijoubu dakara
nido to tojinaide zutto aruiteyuku kara
tooku hanaretemo zutto aishiteiru yo
itsuka futari mou ichido deaeru kara
Fly soshite mezamete Fly Away
futari no mirai soshite habataite Fly Away
both lyrics & music by Sugizo (btw : who the hell writes boku and kimi in katakana xD????!!!!)
i'm not skilled enough to translate it properly, but the lyrics form a really beautiful image and they fantastically fit into the movie...
bice's singing is a bit odd tho, cause her japanese is somewhat worse than sugizo's english in nostalgia o_O especially when she sings the words that in the booklet are written in kanji...holy cow, how much time i spent with the dictionary until i finally found out how to romanize those kanjis =_=