to depressed to put it into words but I'll try
me and cy had another BIG fight. it was so bad that he almost broke up with me. it was over what we always fight about... MY PARENTS. It's always over the same stuff. Like how they treat me and going through my bank account and shit like that. I mean I'm 21 fucking years old let me fucking act like it. i think they treat me like that cuz of the way i act but i act like that cuz of the way they treat me. UGH it's a never fucking ending cycle. i'm scared that i'm going to loose him and i don't want it. i love him to death. GOD HOW I FUCKING HATE THIS. i spent a better part of the day crying and my mother wasn't making me feel any better she was making me feel more like shit. *sigh* well i'm off