I don't want to be like this anymore
I hate the way he is makeing me feel. He doesn't know how I'm feeling cuz I keep it all inside. Things just don't feel the same anymore. I can tell that things have totally changed. I'm scared to say something, sacred that he will end it all. I just want things to be how they were. I'm so confused. I'm crying out for help can't anyone hear me? Won't anyone help me? I'm so fucking depressed I wanna make pictures on my wrists and draw pictures with the blood. Either that or just imagine what everything would be like with out me. I don't want to feel hurt, sad, depressed,like crying anymore. I just want to be ok. Will somebody help me be ok?