Aug 10, 2008 12:33
It's an amazing sight and a reality check to see, hear and be with people in my life - while all constantly evolving at what seems to be an advanced accelerated pace. And I thank everyone in my life for creating the magick that they do.
Jon, your post made me want to think about life, but not do any thinking at all. It made me want to send a message that no one could read or hear and it was about love.
Like meditation it transcends physical being while accepting it 100%.
Like jumping into water with no attachments I feel like what I need is some real good soul time. I don't need to be alone, but silence would be preferred and away from Windsor, and out the South East Santa Rosa ghetto.
Because when the wind blows, it's always going my direction,
And my feet start trippin over one another,
because they can't seem to quit steppin.
Where I live now,
Beauty comes with higher elevation,
And when your feet flat on the ground,
Posting the skunks under the house are getting evicted.
All this time I was wondering, wondering, wondering. Where the fuck was I going? But then one day, I knew that a question would only be helpful if it was the answer too. "said if you're not living good, darling travel wide" Searching high and low, feel like I need to stretch farther though.
Don't get me wrong, my life is wonderful, but regulating that is an art.
It's seeming easier now that I'm not living with my parents. They love me again. If I walk around here I don't feel alone, I feel lots of love and attention. They send me home with food and invitations for lunch. My brother is cooler than ever. We can actually connect and be jerks like we love to be and not take our shit personally anymore.
I love an environment where I'm really free to be doing whatever I want. We garden, compost, cook, have fun, smoke spliffs, spin vinyls, get work done, relax, make beer, drink beer and homemade wine, explore, speculate, converse, and really ultimately, we live in a small community. And I love every moment of it. And of course it gets intense. Everyone's lives melting together in the living room and sometimes it get's a little bubbly. But it's all fun and good love, I & I.