Mar 23, 2008 00:10
I'm a jerk with a cute smile.
And when you meet me I hide behind some other facade for a while.
Then slowly the veil falls.
But it falls from us all, so I'm not the only perpetrator here.
But really, I'm like hanging by a thread and it feels like I'm about to rip it off,
I better get some sleep.
Maybe I'll make a cocoon. I could use one of those, it's like a natural body facial...or something.
I feel like a fuckin jerk.
Not like we were friends anyway.
Not like I have to worry about hurting friends anyway - who the hell are they?
Fortune cookie tonight:
Share your insights with close friends for rewards this week.
hmm...close friends. I thought I burned all those rope bridges?
Not that I'm into negative self talk, but every once in a while, like today, I take a general inventory on my life and notice - well obvious things - like the not having any close friends part. In retrospect I can see why. But I can also validly wonder why not?
Blah blah blah, fuck.