Jan 08, 2012 22:57
i passed (: hello year 4 (: and omg im 23 already. am i old or old D:
well im glad that's out of the way now. sometimes i think my grandpa is really lucky. with his dementia and all, he really is pretty oblivious to everything that's happening around him. or even if he gets hurt, at least he can forget about it (like really).
Since young, i've always wished for a normal happy family. I guess we try. but things always get out of hand, shouting has become a norm, hostility has become the most appropriate way of behaviour. so much for normal happy family. I know i know. every family is dysfunctional in their own way. just sucks that mine is the epitome of dysfunctional ):
i feel like giving up