schizophrenia
So its exam period again. I dont exactly know how im feeling. i dont feel any sense of urgency but yet ive been getting my mini anxiety attacks and headaches. its all very weird.
On a sidenote, sometimes i think i enjoy making myself miserable. I look for things that I know I'd get upset if i saw it/them/him/her. and then i just get all dark and twisty inside again. Does that even make any sense?
Have you ever wondered "hey, im actually living in this world." Not in a "imagine what life would be like if i didnt exist" kinda context but more like marveling at the fact that you're an actual life? i don't know. but sometimes I get these random thoughts that I sometimes worry about myself and my psychological health.
okay. i have derailment of thought. i am schizophrenic.
On a sidenote, sometimes i think i enjoy making myself miserable. I look for things that I know I'd get upset if i saw it/them/him/her. and then i just get all dark and twisty inside again. Does that even make any sense?
Have you ever wondered "hey, im actually living in this world." Not in a "imagine what life would be like if i didnt exist" kinda context but more like marveling at the fact that you're an actual life? i don't know. but sometimes I get these random thoughts that I sometimes worry about myself and my psychological health.
okay. i have derailment of thought. i am schizophrenic.