i suck ):
I had my first break down in semester 5 ):
I cried when I got back from my hospital rotation today. Dont get it wrong, no, the consultant wasnt being mean and unreasonalble. In fact he was being quite nice. But as he was talking and teaching, I just suddenly realised how much would be expected of me when I enter clinical years in the UK.
Then it sorta struck me that I had been wasting my past 2 years cause I dont seem to know as much as I should be and I am gonna be one crap of a doctor. SIGH.
I'm just gonna curl up in a corner and rot in self pity.
I cried when I got back from my hospital rotation today. Dont get it wrong, no, the consultant wasnt being mean and unreasonalble. In fact he was being quite nice. But as he was talking and teaching, I just suddenly realised how much would be expected of me when I enter clinical years in the UK.
Then it sorta struck me that I had been wasting my past 2 years cause I dont seem to know as much as I should be and I am gonna be one crap of a doctor. SIGH.
I'm just gonna curl up in a corner and rot in self pity.