your too bussy with the lies they sold you

Dec 15, 2004 15:26

Sometimes I/Need to remember just to breathe/Sometimes I/Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm/In disbelief I didn't know/Somehow I/Need you to go/Sometimes I/Feel like I trusted you too well/Sometimes I/Just feel like screaming at myself/Somestimes I'm
In Disbelief I didn't know/Somehow I/Need to be alone/Don't stay/Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities/What you were changing me into/[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay/Forget our memories/Forget our possibilities/Take all your faithlessness with you/[Just give me myself back and]/Don't Stay/I don't need you anymore/I don't want to be ignored/I don't need one more day/Of you wasting me away/With no apologies

this song really tells the story of how i feel..i wanna erase all my pain until it is gone. well incase you didnt know, me and doug choise not to put things on pause...we called it quites...but im kinda glad it happened so i can "find myself"..but w.e i fell I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed. but hopefully with time i can forget about doug and realise, im all alone now.i was up all lastnite crying because i realise that we but hurt eachother so much and i feel this qoute is true about doug.."the very worst part of you, is ME!"....but there is no turning back now..i think i would rather be all alone then be treated the way i was when i was with him.i hope he finds someone who treats good and gives him the love and attention he needs.and i hope he hopes the same for me! but right now i know we cant even be friends.there is one good thing that came out of this...me and kay are talking again..i missed hangin out with her..hopefully we can be best friends again. i just wanna find a guy that makes me laugh, who loves me for who i am,he and my friends/family get along with eachother.and this is what i need right now i need something to replace this pain with, so i dont have to face it all along.if i could change i would and take back ever mean thing i have ever said to anyone and take back and pain that i have caused anyone..i would...but im danielle, i can't be perfect...i need someone who cares for me...i feel like noone cares for me anymore.....

**If I could change I would/Take back the pain I would/Retrace every wrong move that I made I would/If I could/Stand up and take the blame I would/If I could take all the shame to the grave/I Would
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