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I guess I'm just not going to fix whatever problem there is with my livejournal tonight. I don't know what it is. Oh well.
Today I took Natalie winter clothes shopping. I had fun. I picked out a beautiful white featherdown coat for her with pink lining. A pretty pink beanie and pink gloves. Not mittens. Gloves. hehe. She's going to be the coolest little 16 month old there is! I also got her a new sweater/pant outfit. Very pretty. She is going to look fantastic in that. Also she got a new longsleeved pink onesie and a pair of suede boots. She's so adorable, I just couldn't resist!
I got myself a shirt to wear to the funeral tomorrow. Meme. I have so many regrets now that she's gone. Why is that the way? Why do you regret? Why couldn't I have just gotten up off my ass and gone to see her? Reguardless of the fact of "would she know me"? Or not. I can't change the past. So, I have to deal with the present and future.
I have an interview with Lowes tomorrow. I hope all goes well. Kevin has one on Friday. I doubt he'll get more pay there than he does at Emery. But hey. No harm in looking.
Natalie didn't go trick r' treating this year. I'll wait until next year. When it's easier to find an outfit in her size. Now most of the outfits are 2T and up. She's still in 12 months for most of her clothes. Would have been pointless to dress her up as Tigger or Pooh. No one would have known she was a girl! haha. Next year she's going to have a variety of choices and she'll be able to pick it out herself. I can't wait.
I read my fortune online. My palmistry read that I'm not going to have a boy. It said I'm definately going to have a girl. See, that contradicts what Mom's necklace thingy did. That said I was going to have a girl and then a boy and then no more. Guess we'll just have to wait and find out.
I started bleeding again too. I don't know what's up with this shit, but I'm getting tired of it. Fast.
I used my new Pledge multi-surface wipes on my tv and computer and computer desk this morning. My room looks and smells so much more wonderful after using that stuff. It's amazing. It's my new fetish...Dusting hehe.
I'm almost over my cold. Natalie however isn't doing very well. Mom has it now too. Not good. Tomorrow morning, we're going to try and get Nattie and Mom in together...Or roughly around the same time. I think Papa wanted me to do that so he wouldn't have to bring Mom. He wants me to do it. I'm the chaufer. eh. I guess. Whatever.
I'm not really tired and I have so much more to do. I washed the pillow cases today so hopefully that will help with getting rid of major germs too.
I think I'm going to see if Fred can babysit for me on a trial run. To make sure Natalie cooperates or at least likes her. I hope they get along. Mom was not feeling well today and if there are days like that and I have to work, then what am I supposed to do?? She told me once "I'll deal with it." But, she really didn't want to. And I don't want a sick person babysitting my baby. I know that there are times a babysitter is going to get sick, but that's why I'm glad I have two options.
Bought Eggnog today. YUMMY! hehe. I love that Christmas is getting closer and closer. That is my major fetish right there!! Christmas time!!! yay!!!!
Gonna run now!! Tah tah~
Today I took Natalie winter clothes shopping. I had fun. I picked out a beautiful white featherdown coat for her with pink lining. A pretty pink beanie and pink gloves. Not mittens. Gloves. hehe. She's going to be the coolest little 16 month old there is! I also got her a new sweater/pant outfit. Very pretty. She is going to look fantastic in that. Also she got a new longsleeved pink onesie and a pair of suede boots. She's so adorable, I just couldn't resist!
I got myself a shirt to wear to the funeral tomorrow. Meme. I have so many regrets now that she's gone. Why is that the way? Why do you regret? Why couldn't I have just gotten up off my ass and gone to see her? Reguardless of the fact of "would she know me"? Or not. I can't change the past. So, I have to deal with the present and future.
I have an interview with Lowes tomorrow. I hope all goes well. Kevin has one on Friday. I doubt he'll get more pay there than he does at Emery. But hey. No harm in looking.
Natalie didn't go trick r' treating this year. I'll wait until next year. When it's easier to find an outfit in her size. Now most of the outfits are 2T and up. She's still in 12 months for most of her clothes. Would have been pointless to dress her up as Tigger or Pooh. No one would have known she was a girl! haha. Next year she's going to have a variety of choices and she'll be able to pick it out herself. I can't wait.
I read my fortune online. My palmistry read that I'm not going to have a boy. It said I'm definately going to have a girl. See, that contradicts what Mom's necklace thingy did. That said I was going to have a girl and then a boy and then no more. Guess we'll just have to wait and find out.
I started bleeding again too. I don't know what's up with this shit, but I'm getting tired of it. Fast.
I used my new Pledge multi-surface wipes on my tv and computer and computer desk this morning. My room looks and smells so much more wonderful after using that stuff. It's amazing. It's my new fetish...Dusting hehe.
I'm almost over my cold. Natalie however isn't doing very well. Mom has it now too. Not good. Tomorrow morning, we're going to try and get Nattie and Mom in together...Or roughly around the same time. I think Papa wanted me to do that so he wouldn't have to bring Mom. He wants me to do it. I'm the chaufer. eh. I guess. Whatever.
I'm not really tired and I have so much more to do. I washed the pillow cases today so hopefully that will help with getting rid of major germs too.
I think I'm going to see if Fred can babysit for me on a trial run. To make sure Natalie cooperates or at least likes her. I hope they get along. Mom was not feeling well today and if there are days like that and I have to work, then what am I supposed to do?? She told me once "I'll deal with it." But, she really didn't want to. And I don't want a sick person babysitting my baby. I know that there are times a babysitter is going to get sick, but that's why I'm glad I have two options.
Bought Eggnog today. YUMMY! hehe. I love that Christmas is getting closer and closer. That is my major fetish right there!! Christmas time!!! yay!!!!
Gonna run now!! Tah tah~