Another Day
Well today is day 4 that i havent talked to eric. This shit is so hard. I want to call him so much, i woke up this morning and wished he was there with me to kiss me and say goodmorning beautiful.
Gur..he wrote this blog on mypspace and the whle bottom part was about me and how much i meant to him..and i didnt need to read that to know that he loves me becuase he is very clear with his feeligs towards me. I love that about him. He has no problem telling me that he loves me to death.
Ok i need to not think about that for a second before i get upset.. Well yesterday i went to a trade show in san francisco at this realy nice convention. It was pretty cool because it was exclusive to buyers and not just open to the public, so we wear like these badges and stuff that said"buyer". lol. stupid right? but i thought about how there were pretty much only fifteen peopel i saw that were around my age out of the whole conventiona nd there were a whole lot of people there.
sorority retreat was last night, i was true and honest i am very happy that i was becuase it needed to be said. so i hope that turns for the better. new goal is = no more complaining about sorority. it used to be something that made me so happy and i want it to be that again.
well im going for now.. i gotta get the rest of my laundry done and take a shower and do homework..and then rent movies for tnight! lol.
(can you tell im trying to keep myself busy so i dont think about eric?) something tells me its not working? lol hey atleast i can laugh and not cry about it right now.
Gur..he wrote this blog on mypspace and the whle bottom part was about me and how much i meant to him..and i didnt need to read that to know that he loves me becuase he is very clear with his feeligs towards me. I love that about him. He has no problem telling me that he loves me to death.
Ok i need to not think about that for a second before i get upset.. Well yesterday i went to a trade show in san francisco at this realy nice convention. It was pretty cool because it was exclusive to buyers and not just open to the public, so we wear like these badges and stuff that said"buyer". lol. stupid right? but i thought about how there were pretty much only fifteen peopel i saw that were around my age out of the whole conventiona nd there were a whole lot of people there.
sorority retreat was last night, i was true and honest i am very happy that i was becuase it needed to be said. so i hope that turns for the better. new goal is = no more complaining about sorority. it used to be something that made me so happy and i want it to be that again.
well im going for now.. i gotta get the rest of my laundry done and take a shower and do homework..and then rent movies for tnight! lol.
(can you tell im trying to keep myself busy so i dont think about eric?) something tells me its not working? lol hey atleast i can laugh and not cry about it right now.