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MY J OURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY NOW . THIS IS THE LAST JOURNAL ENTRY ALL YOU PUBLIC MOFOS CAN READ. GOODBYE.
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im really sick.....not really..but my throats itchy, nose stuffy, and feel feverish- thanks to those at einstein bagels..uhem. i was ridiculously stoned last night from keef bowls at scotts and this dude that works across the street from einsteins always comes in and weve been somewhat talking and finally he gets my number bc he found out im leaving in a week called me last night. i never give any guy a chance. hes hott and nice, but when i hung up all i could think is ok i dont want this shit. godamn you. ahhhh i just want to leave and go to tampa!!!!!!!!!! ill be sad to leave some shit but then aga in once i leave, i dont ever think ill come back..in a different sense..but i will be back to coral springs.
i wish ppl could understand my thoughts.i cant p ut my most sedulous thoughts into words for you to apprehend.
i wish so bad that people could realize lifes cycle and that yeah shit gets rough..maybe it may even be more rough for some than others...but good and bad intertwine and its an ongoing circle of when the good comes and when the bad comes..but it always comes and goes...everyone shoudl realize that...and maybe less lives will be taken.....im so sorry , i wish u were going to be with me at school in the next few weeks...but maybe thats just selfish.
What if I was good to you?
What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise?
What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you?
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im really sick.....not really..but my throats itchy, nose stuffy, and feel feverish- thanks to those at einstein bagels..uhem. i was ridiculously stoned last night from keef bowls at scotts and this dude that works across the street from einsteins always comes in and weve been somewhat talking and finally he gets my number bc he found out im leaving in a week called me last night. i never give any guy a chance. hes hott and nice, but when i hung up all i could think is ok i dont want this shit. godamn you. ahhhh i just want to leave and go to tampa!!!!!!!!!! ill be sad to leave some shit but then aga in once i leave, i dont ever think ill come back..in a different sense..but i will be back to coral springs.
i wish ppl could understand my thoughts.i cant p ut my most sedulous thoughts into words for you to apprehend.
i wish so bad that people could realize lifes cycle and that yeah shit gets rough..maybe it may even be more rough for some than others...but good and bad intertwine and its an ongoing circle of when the good comes and when the bad comes..but it always comes and goes...everyone shoudl realize that...and maybe less lives will be taken.....im so sorry , i wish u were going to be with me at school in the next few weeks...but maybe thats just selfish.
What if I was good to you?
What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise?
What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you?