I suck
Well I didn't go to school today because I'm so stinking congested that I like can't even breathe or cough and I'm all weak because of it. I've had nothing to do all day so I thought " hey I should try and start a live journal" Bad idea. I don't know what the heck I'm doing or what half the stuff on here means. So I was just picking and choosing and hoping it came out right and it probably looks like crap. However, I don't care because the main purpose of this whole thing is for me to have a good place to vent. Who cares if it's ugly. If something looks bad and you want to help me fix it then just let me know. Otherwise it will stay how it is.
Well this weekend was actually pretty fun. Friday was the game and we all dressed up like scary things for the halftime show. The majorettes just wore all black skirts and crimped our hair.... more cute than scary but oh well 8-)
I went to Joe's bonfire thing and it was pretty fun. B, Pr, Emily, Chris, Mike, Cory, Jeff, and probably more that I can't think of were there and it wasn't bad. We made smores and stuff and then I stayed at Emily's that night and we went to the competition on Saturday. It fricken poured and was a bunch of crap and it was freezing and thats the reason why I'm not in school today. It made me sick. We ended up getting 4th out of 8. Which I guess isn't too bad. But still we could have done alot better. I stayed at Emily's again and went home at like 2 the next day. I cleaned all day sunday and then at like 9 at night Pr and Emily call me from Steve's and tell me that I have to go over there. So I come downstairs with a towel on my head and in my pajamas and I'm like mom can I go to Steve's? She looked at me like I was crazy. But she took me. Looking like crap and all. We ended up going for a walk. And I guess the whole plan was for me and Steve to talk. And we kind of did. But I suck at life and don't know what I want. But he told me not to rush anything. So I'm just gonna wait and see what happens. Well I also got in a fight yesterday for trying to be a good friend but of course everything always blows up in my face so that was shit. We passed Britt's work so I called and told her to come say hi if she wanted since we were right by there. She comes and is fine and then PR pulls her away from me and Steve and her and Pr I guess started to argue and she walks away to her car and starts bitching at me. About how shes not gonna waste her gas and all this stuff and how next time I have to cal with a purpose and stuff. So sorry we didn't have a clue where we were going we were just walking. I never said she HAD to come with us. I just htought she might like to come say hi while she was near but she ended up getting pissed at me. Real sweet. That will be the last time I think of something nice to do for someone. Oh well that wil just add to the rest of the stuff i've been depressed about. Woot Woot I'm moving on up I tell you.
Well this weekend was actually pretty fun. Friday was the game and we all dressed up like scary things for the halftime show. The majorettes just wore all black skirts and crimped our hair.... more cute than scary but oh well 8-)
I went to Joe's bonfire thing and it was pretty fun. B, Pr, Emily, Chris, Mike, Cory, Jeff, and probably more that I can't think of were there and it wasn't bad. We made smores and stuff and then I stayed at Emily's that night and we went to the competition on Saturday. It fricken poured and was a bunch of crap and it was freezing and thats the reason why I'm not in school today. It made me sick. We ended up getting 4th out of 8. Which I guess isn't too bad. But still we could have done alot better. I stayed at Emily's again and went home at like 2 the next day. I cleaned all day sunday and then at like 9 at night Pr and Emily call me from Steve's and tell me that I have to go over there. So I come downstairs with a towel on my head and in my pajamas and I'm like mom can I go to Steve's? She looked at me like I was crazy. But she took me. Looking like crap and all. We ended up going for a walk. And I guess the whole plan was for me and Steve to talk. And we kind of did. But I suck at life and don't know what I want. But he told me not to rush anything. So I'm just gonna wait and see what happens. Well I also got in a fight yesterday for trying to be a good friend but of course everything always blows up in my face so that was shit. We passed Britt's work so I called and told her to come say hi if she wanted since we were right by there. She comes and is fine and then PR pulls her away from me and Steve and her and Pr I guess started to argue and she walks away to her car and starts bitching at me. About how shes not gonna waste her gas and all this stuff and how next time I have to cal with a purpose and stuff. So sorry we didn't have a clue where we were going we were just walking. I never said she HAD to come with us. I just htought she might like to come say hi while she was near but she ended up getting pissed at me. Real sweet. That will be the last time I think of something nice to do for someone. Oh well that wil just add to the rest of the stuff i've been depressed about. Woot Woot I'm moving on up I tell you.