Jul 13, 2004 01:04
Sunday Me & Shana went to Johns party it was really fun.. then we went to Morgans and everyone stayed the night over there...then Mon. we allw went to redstick.. that was alot of fun.. they had sum really good guards... me & Morgans rappin the guy that was tryin 2 be Johnny Depp..lol n/e who.. well Jenn & Danny r talkin now im really excited 4 the both of them.. his not really talkin 2 me now though.. but im kewl with it... just as long as the both of them r happy... I really am glad 4 them... n/e way.. omg my ma tripped out on me last night... shes trippin bout me stayin at Morgans the other night when guys were stayin there i was like omg... she was like from now on the only way u can spend the night over there is if i now no guys r spendin the night.. iwas like well danny lives there.. but it really shouldnt matter cuz he like jenn so what is the big deal.. but she still kept freakin out.. she made me so mad cuz she kept bringin up Danny.. i got so mad i took the pic of me and him in ma room and chunked it at the wall.. not cuz i was mad at him or n/e thing she was just tickin me off..cuz she kept talkin about him.. i had a really rough night last night.. i really just thought about suicide.. no im not psycho and need help.. it just wasnt a good night and i was really mad.. i ended up cuttin ma wrist.. i dunno why but it takes out alot of ma anger.. and it did.. but i feel better today.. and im ok.. but i dont want my ma to see it and think im goin psycho and need help... cuz i really dont ... n/e who... well jenn i hope everything works out with u and Danny and yall have cute band babys(as mrs. tammy said)...lol...