do you have flybuys..?
i thought i would update my lj because i never do, mainly because i never really have much to say, but today i have lots to say. as some of you know i have been doing my psych work placement at the canning district education office over the past couple of months. last week, i rocked up to this placement to have my supervisor say to me "i have a lot of paperwork to do and i cant really find any time to take you out today... so im not sure what you can do", he went on to say to me "you dont really want to be a school psych do you?" to which i answered no. he then went on to say "well lets wrap this thing up now, ill say you did it everything and we wont tell anyone"... i thought that was pretty cool.
that brings me to today. i went to see him so we could "wrap" things up. i stayed up late last night doing all this work for him. went to the office and we had a big arguement and he ended up making me cry.
here is a list of the wonderful things he said to me:
1. if you think you can complete your psych degree you have big issues, and i would strongly recommend you dont do a dip ed next year.
2. stop trying to be someone you are not, and will never be.
3. i think you are destined to be a check out chick.
4. i think you have the mentality of a check out chick.
5. you have no personality.
6. you need to grow up.
7. your life is heading nowhere unless you change it????
8. you think that your smile can get you anywhere, well it wont.
and he failed me. when i have done EVERYTHING required of me and MORE (i go to his stupid positive parenting meetings every tuesday and miss the oc for one!!!!!:()
so after he said all that i was sitting there in tears. he said "did what i said upset you?" i said "what do you think." he says he hopes what he said will make me step up and embrace my life. if he was trying to do some kind of reverse psychology on me it all went pear shaped and he took it way too far:(
he said hes sorry it has all ended this way... i said 'im going now'. he said 'i suppose you are going to go call your mum now?' i didnt answer and got up and walked out................................................... (to the car where i called my mum)
sigh. who does he think he is? im sooo shattered. if i was a more unstable person he could have completely broken me to the point where i drop out of uni when i am only 1 month away from finishing... but i wont...
why do i always attract such jerks into my life? jerks that always want to bring me down.. what did i ever do to deserve this :~(
that brings me to today. i went to see him so we could "wrap" things up. i stayed up late last night doing all this work for him. went to the office and we had a big arguement and he ended up making me cry.
here is a list of the wonderful things he said to me:
1. if you think you can complete your psych degree you have big issues, and i would strongly recommend you dont do a dip ed next year.
2. stop trying to be someone you are not, and will never be.
3. i think you are destined to be a check out chick.
4. i think you have the mentality of a check out chick.
5. you have no personality.
6. you need to grow up.
7. your life is heading nowhere unless you change it????
8. you think that your smile can get you anywhere, well it wont.
and he failed me. when i have done EVERYTHING required of me and MORE (i go to his stupid positive parenting meetings every tuesday and miss the oc for one!!!!!:()
so after he said all that i was sitting there in tears. he said "did what i said upset you?" i said "what do you think." he says he hopes what he said will make me step up and embrace my life. if he was trying to do some kind of reverse psychology on me it all went pear shaped and he took it way too far:(
he said hes sorry it has all ended this way... i said 'im going now'. he said 'i suppose you are going to go call your mum now?' i didnt answer and got up and walked out................................................... (to the car where i called my mum)
sigh. who does he think he is? im sooo shattered. if i was a more unstable person he could have completely broken me to the point where i drop out of uni when i am only 1 month away from finishing... but i wont...
why do i always attract such jerks into my life? jerks that always want to bring me down.. what did i ever do to deserve this :~(