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so today and actually yesterday i began thinking. oh no, right. well... there are three things on my mind all completly unrealated but oh well. first do you think people hang around with other people just to feel better about themselves. do you have a certain friend who you know looks worse than you or is more obnoxious than you and you like them alot as a person but its just an added bonus that they are hideous/ annoying/ stupid so you look that much prettier/cool/smarter? i wonder this because i was looking at one of my friends pictures on myspace. most of the ones where she is with another person the other person looks like hell. so let me help you visualize this scene. two girls in mexico. one a very pretty brunette girl pretty skinny, large boobs amazing smile, then her friend rather plump blonde and by rather plump i mean pretty damn chunky. so in these pictures the brunette looks amazing not one shot makes her look fat or anything no flaws at all but in all of them the blonde looks like a whale. then its the same in the blondes pictures. she looks good while the flaws unseen on the brunettes page are suddenly so apparent. its amazing and i wonder if its a consious thing we do? or simply something we do out of our evoloutionary instincts, to make ourselves look better? hmm.
Next thought. t.v. journalism is a joke. today i was working at my dads cemetery because he's hosting the traveling vietnam wall so i was looking up name locations on this computer program here i had two thoughts. but anyway so everyone there is basically old. because of the obvious, they lived through it and want to see their friends names. but anyway im helping people and i see somthing odd, a woman in her probably late 30s alone, perfect hair almost to perfect for the conditions, it is/was/ will be raining really hard anyway this woman had lots of makeup on also. another interesting trait because of the rain and people tend to get very emotional at those sorts of things, so anyway this rather pretty woman was standing outside of my tent and i asked her if she needed help she declined with a channel two smile when the man infront of her moved, revealing a channel 2 jacket then i realized where i'd seen this woman before, katu news at 5. she is a field journalist so i was like ahh cool, news lady but then after stading there for a while she stopped smiling and being nice news lady she started to frown and look like she'd rather be licking off sadam husseins bunyons, eww gross. than be there. i was quite appaled at this because shes the lady from the news she is supposed to be happy and with all those ppl there even if you are bored as hell you should at least fake happyness or at least contentment.
next thought today i looked up a name for this man who was in tears. it was so hard to look up names for that because you can just feel their emotion and it makes you wonder what they had to go through to get to that point so anyway i got the name and he came back and gave me the most sincere thank you i think ive ever gotten. he told me that all the mass media is lying and that its horrible that nobody supports the war and that all wars should be supported. he had a really good point however now im not a fan of war, never was never will be i dont think that we should go to war be in a war having people being killed for this ideal of freedom is very werid because its not tangable thing, you cant hold freedom or speak to it or anything, granted im very happy that i have it. and that we all do have it its just a werid thing to go to war for if you really truly think about it. but anyway. even though im not a war fan we need to like support the boys and girls over there. they need to feel that we still care. anyway rant done
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Next thought. t.v. journalism is a joke. today i was working at my dads cemetery because he's hosting the traveling vietnam wall so i was looking up name locations on this computer program here i had two thoughts. but anyway so everyone there is basically old. because of the obvious, they lived through it and want to see their friends names. but anyway im helping people and i see somthing odd, a woman in her probably late 30s alone, perfect hair almost to perfect for the conditions, it is/was/ will be raining really hard anyway this woman had lots of makeup on also. another interesting trait because of the rain and people tend to get very emotional at those sorts of things, so anyway this rather pretty woman was standing outside of my tent and i asked her if she needed help she declined with a channel two smile when the man infront of her moved, revealing a channel 2 jacket then i realized where i'd seen this woman before, katu news at 5. she is a field journalist so i was like ahh cool, news lady but then after stading there for a while she stopped smiling and being nice news lady she started to frown and look like she'd rather be licking off sadam husseins bunyons, eww gross. than be there. i was quite appaled at this because shes the lady from the news she is supposed to be happy and with all those ppl there even if you are bored as hell you should at least fake happyness or at least contentment.
next thought today i looked up a name for this man who was in tears. it was so hard to look up names for that because you can just feel their emotion and it makes you wonder what they had to go through to get to that point so anyway i got the name and he came back and gave me the most sincere thank you i think ive ever gotten. he told me that all the mass media is lying and that its horrible that nobody supports the war and that all wars should be supported. he had a really good point however now im not a fan of war, never was never will be i dont think that we should go to war be in a war having people being killed for this ideal of freedom is very werid because its not tangable thing, you cant hold freedom or speak to it or anything, granted im very happy that i have it. and that we all do have it its just a werid thing to go to war for if you really truly think about it. but anyway. even though im not a war fan we need to like support the boys and girls over there. they need to feel that we still care. anyway rant done
thanks for listening or not whateverdont reallycare