I love to vent
hmm sigh hmm.im so bored and ive been cock blocked again. why do i always get cock blocked, i dont want to be cock blocked. im sick of it. ok so here we go story time. i have a massive, maybe crush on this guy who seemingly has no interest in me, except that he stares at me alot which is way cool because i want him. anyhow off topic, every single time i try to talk to him i get interrupted by my friends. my girlfriend really doesnt like him and my boyfriends i think dont like him either and maybe its not that they dont like him but they just dont know and dont care and dont see. and im afraid to talk to him in fear of sounding like an idiot. i wish he didnt have to be a line judge today because i wanted to lay in teh grass by him. hes way cute but im unable to get close to him at all. i really wish that i could grow some balls or something like that so that i could at least get to the point where i can hug him. next week fire at my house then after that beach on my birthday! and im taking him then... right then.