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i know i havent been on in a while im sorry guys... <333
bueno new things besides me doing oh so well in school im single again. things happened n i guess i wanted to stay alone. but i still very much love roberto..
well this xmas eve isnt going so well.. it is coz my uncle is out of jail. but im very depressed im usualy with my mother cookin dinner n gettin ready for our friends to come over. n now.. im with my dad n his family.. and it doesnt feel right.... im just so unhappy. i wish it wasnt xmas..ive had tears in my eyes all day..just the shit i grew up with having alot of people over n cookin alot of food. its not the same. my stepmom n uncle cooked n what did i do nothing.. my friends invited me out but im not allowed. =\ i feel so fukin trapped n it doesnt feel like xmas... i got dressed up for what for nothing.. this isnt my tradition.. this is doesnt feel like my family nor my home.. but it will have to due im out for now <3
bueno new things besides me doing oh so well in school im single again. things happened n i guess i wanted to stay alone. but i still very much love roberto..
well this xmas eve isnt going so well.. it is coz my uncle is out of jail. but im very depressed im usualy with my mother cookin dinner n gettin ready for our friends to come over. n now.. im with my dad n his family.. and it doesnt feel right.... im just so unhappy. i wish it wasnt xmas..ive had tears in my eyes all day..just the shit i grew up with having alot of people over n cookin alot of food. its not the same. my stepmom n uncle cooked n what did i do nothing.. my friends invited me out but im not allowed. =\ i feel so fukin trapped n it doesnt feel like xmas... i got dressed up for what for nothing.. this isnt my tradition.. this is doesnt feel like my family nor my home.. but it will have to due im out for now <3