Sep 20, 2004 10:28
I guess its been awhile since I've updated this so here goes....
Lately, I've been thinkin a lot about the way my life is going and if I am truly happy...I miss all my friends and I feel as if I've lost touch with some very important people in my life. I realize that things happen and people get busy, but I miss talkin to everyone. Its partially my fault cause for the past 3 weeks my computer has been down because of a trojan virus or something, so I haven't been online at all. I read everyone's LJ's on a daily basis and that, for the most part, has been my only way of knowing what is going on. I guess what I'm really trying to say is that ever since Stephon and I broke up things have kinda fallen apart. I've talked to Stephon a total of like 3 or 4 times in the past 2 weeks and I guess thats the way its gonna be from now on...I just gotta adjust. I mean I miss him a lot and Saturday nights will never be the same again, but I feel like he just doesn't care about me anymore. Maybe its just him "getting over" me...or is it something else...hmmmm. Anywayz, enough on that *BLAH*...
I spent one evening in Dickson last week with Josef and I have to say that I had a great time. He introduced me to his friend Travis and their friend Tassia...lol she is just crazy...haha. Well, Josef had to go to work so Travis, Tassia and Kevin (Tassia's roommate) invited me over to have dinner...I was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwww how sweet, so I said my goodbye's to Josef and headed on over to the apartment. Josef was nice enough to let me drive the Passat...YAY!!!...I was like OMG this car is soooooooooooo nice...it makes me want a new car even more...lol. So anywayz, when we got there, Travis did an excellent job of keeping everyone entertained while Tassia made some chili...YUMMMM! It was nice cause I got to know a lot about them and all I can say is that they are very interesting peeps...haha. Around 1AM, Travis and I left and went back to Wal-Mart to meet up with Josef on his break. We talked for a bit and I put some "mineral oil" in his car cause he said that it was low and then I headed home. *BIG HUGZ* to Josef and Travis for being such good friends and I really hope I can hang out soon...