Writting so someone listens...
I think that is why people write in these public journals. It's so people will listen to them when they think that no one else will. Since I don't think anyone listens here anymore I choose not to write.
My fingers are tingly. Hmm..
I have new art here and here. If anyone wants to lookit. I have only really shared them with people that I know online, not any real life people.
Which I unmistakenly find myself desiring not to see ever. Like, I like it here, it's better, than out there.
Oh well work in 15 minutes, fuck I'm tired.