if only
Maybe this is how it's supposed to be.
You meet.
You talk.
He makes you laugh.
You find ways to talk more.
You like him.
Maybe it's just a crush. Maybe it's more. All you know is that you want to find out. And it takes a while. It can't always happen right when you want it to. Sometimes it takes time. Time you don't want to waste. But you just have to wait and see. You just have to hope all goes well. Because a lot of things can go wrong. Just hope nothing goes wrong.
All I know is that it felt so right standing there with him; his arm around my back, rubbing it, my arm around his waist, clutching his jacket. In that moment I was happy. I wasn't alone anymore.
And then I find out that he's taken. Happily taken. Taken by a girl prettier, smarter, and more fun than me.
So what comes next?