i must be crazy
its 4:30 in the morning and i have to get up in 4.5 hours for work but i have to finish a paper and what am i doing? writing in my live journal! why? because i hate my paper and need to rewrite the whole thing but i dont have the time or the motivation. i just want to go HOME. im really looking forward to break and i already have some really fun and interesting things planned to do. i got invited to a couple parties. one of which is really sketchy and i wont be attending, but the other one is going to be AWESOME and itll be such a nice break. i know im totally rambling but hey! its really late and ive been running for a long time now. its been a strange couple of weeks. every day seems to bring very unexpected circumstances. i think im enjoying it, but im not entirely sure. lol, i found myself telling stories today that i didnt even remember until they were triggered. lol, like shannon calling everyone on the planet and thinking i was dead b/c i was stupid and never called home when i went out after school. or the ridiculous things i did on my first date with marv. lol, or eva asking to see a picture of karl and the only one i have is when caitie and i did his makeup (hehehe) ...we were ruthless. lol, i was recently told that my life is never boring and to some degree i kind of believe it. but im glad, i wouldnt want it to be different and i have very few regrets. im excited to see what is coming next!
ok, must write paper. EVEN THOUGH IM GOING TO BOMB IT NO MATTER WHAT B/C HE WONT TELL ME WHAT HE'S LOOKING FOR. grr...i hope someone puts too much cinnamon in his eggnog and he ends up sneezing it out his nose.
ok, must write paper. EVEN THOUGH IM GOING TO BOMB IT NO MATTER WHAT B/C HE WONT TELL ME WHAT HE'S LOOKING FOR. grr...i hope someone puts too much cinnamon in his eggnog and he ends up sneezing it out his nose.