the change...
well folks, i am taking one of my now rare opportunities at accessing the internet to inform you all of my life now. i live in portland, have for about a week now. the place is good, but really lonely when lauren isn't there. i'm still not unpacked, ok well thats a lie, I am unpacked, lauren however is not...but that shall come to pass once we get the right equipement.
i woke up the afternoon after we moved in from my nap and was so incredibly lonely and tired and bored and sad that i could hardly fathom it. then i cried (for many reasons not just cause i was alone) and i felt a bit better. put on some music loudly and continued unpacking. it has gotten a lot better since then.
last night we (lauren and i) had a big group of people over after a concert and that was a hoot and a half and tonight looks like the same dealio only more substance involved.
ya know what i like most about living with lauren? i like that when something exciting or interesting or even sad and horrible happens to me (us) i can come home and actually talk it out with someone. i don't have to hold it in, or i don't have to tell ten thousand details in back story just for the person to understnad the little thing that is affecting me (this has been made use of already numerous times in the lovely dramatic life o' beth and lauren).
ya know what i like least about living with lauren? almost nothing...but yes there is something...she gets really rude when she gets tired and doesn't quite realize just how annoying that is. but when that happens..well i go to bed.
so far i truly enjoy our situation...seems to be getting better too.
yesterday i had two dollars to my name...1 in my checking account - -4 in my savings and 1 dollar in cash. today, due to the mercy of God and Laura Klaus (old boss at store) i have 200+ dollars to my name and an interview at spaghetti factory on tuesday. i feel on top of the world. (plus drew spent the night last night which just makes for a fantastic morning/day) and hes taking me out on saturday night. i've decided i really like dating. like the actual dates...ya :)
thats all for this enstallment folks...come join us next time...
i woke up the afternoon after we moved in from my nap and was so incredibly lonely and tired and bored and sad that i could hardly fathom it. then i cried (for many reasons not just cause i was alone) and i felt a bit better. put on some music loudly and continued unpacking. it has gotten a lot better since then.
last night we (lauren and i) had a big group of people over after a concert and that was a hoot and a half and tonight looks like the same dealio only more substance involved.
ya know what i like most about living with lauren? i like that when something exciting or interesting or even sad and horrible happens to me (us) i can come home and actually talk it out with someone. i don't have to hold it in, or i don't have to tell ten thousand details in back story just for the person to understnad the little thing that is affecting me (this has been made use of already numerous times in the lovely dramatic life o' beth and lauren).
ya know what i like least about living with lauren? almost nothing...but yes there is something...she gets really rude when she gets tired and doesn't quite realize just how annoying that is. but when that happens..well i go to bed.
so far i truly enjoy our situation...seems to be getting better too.
yesterday i had two dollars to my name...1 in my checking account - -4 in my savings and 1 dollar in cash. today, due to the mercy of God and Laura Klaus (old boss at store) i have 200+ dollars to my name and an interview at spaghetti factory on tuesday. i feel on top of the world. (plus drew spent the night last night which just makes for a fantastic morning/day) and hes taking me out on saturday night. i've decided i really like dating. like the actual dates...ya :)
thats all for this enstallment folks...come join us next time...