My day=shit
So yeah my day was horrible... i woke up this morning got into a fight with my grandmother.... Went to school and freaked out on everybody accusing them of having my phone when really it was in my g-ma's car all along... After school... Hung out bymyself for two and a hlaf hours... after that got my phone saw gina:) went home and did somemore nothing... Then i went to the gym with gina and jill... worked out a lil bit.. i hurt something in my left arm and then went swimming for point two seconds and then we left... so i went online when i got home... and got into a humongeous fight with danielle from blackstone and like todays not been bad enough todays my moms b-day and becaus eof my bad day i forgot... but yeah so durning my fight my mom calls so i answer my phone and say hi i'm sorry i'm just a little bit out of it right now how are you... so she says oh thatnks for saying happy birthday... she was like not for nothing omi but i'm your mother and i al least expected a phone call... she was like whatever and then i started crying idk why maybe becasue even though i hate to admit it... my whole life the only thing that i've ever wanted was a relationship with my mother, ya know something normal... and i finally was on the way to getting one and now all my hopes of having a mom like everyone else does... are gone... my mom has done so many fucked up things to me but no matter what she ever did to me she's stil my mom and i don't care what anyone says if there not lucky enough to be close with there mom or know there mom at least then they have a desire inside to want o have a relationship with there mom (not a sexual one)... idk i just... feel crappy.... i guess i should just learn to accept things the way they are....