May 12, 2005 15:20
so this whole having a crush on a boy thing is getting me extremely frustrated!!!!! as most of you alread know
it makes me nuts, i have SO much going on right now that's way more important than a boy. this so much shit going on around here, it's ridiculous. and yet out of all of it, the thing i always think about is a crush? make sense? cuz i'm pretty sure i'm 18, not 12. at least the last timei checked.
for thos of u who do this like every other day, liking someone new, i dont' know how u do it. this is y i don't get crushes that often, cuz it drives me nuts!!!! i hate being so...girly? lol. o well...i think i've made it fairly obvious to him, but apparently not. i just kinda wish he'd let me kno 1 way or another what's goin on. then i can just get over it, cuz it's not a big deal.
besides, next year....college....and we all know how fun that can be ;P
ugh.....poo on boys...poo on all of u!! lol