May 16, 2005 22:18
how could i do this to u?
what was i thinking?
what was going threw my head?
did i serously think he liked me?
why did i do that to u?
i no i would be just as hurt as u are?
how are u ever going to trust me again?
how do i talk to u now without u being weird around me?
why do i keep going back to him knowing it is wrong?
do i not no the word No?
how are u ever going to 4give me?
are we still going to be as cvlose?
are we still going to talk about everything together?
why am i so dumb?
do i not learn?
how cvould i do this to u?
I am so sorry for everything.. i feel so bad right now.. anthony m thanks for talking to me.. thanks for getting things threw my head finally.. thanks for being mean but protecting me at the same time.. thanks for getting it threw my head that i really hurt my best friend!
kiara